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Wish I never did Meth. Turned me into a very sick minded degenerate scumbag loser

haha dont be shocked everyone "kinda" knew but knew better than to ask or give a fuck about why the people in that room were there or had money.

You deal cards you know better than to ask too many questions!

God bless
 
notsmokeymcpot42088 said:
haha dont be shocked everyone "kinda" knew but knew better than to ask or give a fuck about why the people in that room were there or had money.

You deal cards you know better than to ask too many questions!

God bless
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They fly folks in from China who are mega multi billionaires who drop 500k-$1 million hands on Baccarat or Single Zero Roulette.

The days I used to walk into work coming down or in a two day binge I’d be sweating bullets knowing everyone prolly knew I was tweaking but somehow I held it together but in my mind I’m thinking can’t wait for my shift to be over so I can go home and fap lol 😂.

I racked up 9 points from calling in. You can get 12 and you’re fired. It’s a 6 figure job. Meth isn’t worth it.

People chose meth over their own jobs and I’m not that person! Fuck that! I choose to quit .
 
Damn multi billionaires -- okay never been in that particular room.

In general noone cares where you got your money at a casino or whats going on if you are on the gambling side --- working there different story.

and yea meth is bad -- 10k a month sounds more like a career and definitely don't throw that shit away for meth!
 
i hav been fked over by meth by it leading to multiple institutionalisatiosn .

but that doesn't mean it always has to be rly bad. i think i havea pretty good relationship with it now. i'm out of growth this is fine
 
Thats great you have an
Iblis said:
I actually make a solid 10k a month here and have an extremely low cost of living. I have a pretty badass job dealing cards at one of the high end joints on the strip.

I actually have plans to move to the U.A.E in 2027 so I’m hoping I get that upcoming casino job at the Wynn that’s set to open in Ras Al-Khaimah and it works out.

So far I’m a month sober and it’s getting easier, but the cravings when they do come they are out of this world. I’ve never made it this far sober and plan on pressing forward being anchored by the 5 Islamic prayers. I have made them a NON NEGOTIABLE and must be prayed on time.

Surah An-Nisa 4:103
“Indeed, prayer has been decreed upon the believers at specific appointed times.”

No time to meth or drink. Period

I’m shocked I never got caught or questioned about drug use since I handle large amounts of money in high limit rooms on games like Roulette,Blackjack, and Baccarat.
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Thats great you have an anchor. Hold on to it ay all times not just when it gets hard. Can open your life up to tremendous possibilities you never knew could happen. You were never busted maybe to make it to this point in your life. Pray. Believe in it and it can transform. If no one has told you this, im proud of you. Takes courage to do what youre doing. Keep at it
 
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