Aloha everyone,
I am wanting to thank you all for taking the time to reply with your advice. I have never heard of mulungu...but kava is available all over the place here. They even have kava bars, where you can go in and sit down and drink to your hearts content. I have a buddy who has xanie bars, and have been getting those for the past couple months. Enough to get me through life without suffering.
Although my anxiety has been off the charts lately....They came and repo'd my ride, over a miscommunication, taking it at about 1 am. The day I was scheduled to make the payment(s), although I was going to wait until about 8 or 9. Then the volcano started going off . I am not in the evacuation zone, but right next to it. With my ride on the other side of the island. And I had to figure out how to get there, pay an unreasonable amount of money, and deal with the whole volcanic eruption trip....it's been a really rough week.
I am seeing this new trend of them telling people that they can either have their pain meds, or benzos. Not both. I'm beyond frustrated with the doctors, and the whole system. I can definitely understand the concern about overdose....but I am a long time taker of the combination (opiates/benzos) and would have died long ago if there was a problem with this combination. The only thing I have had an issue with is fentanyl, but I haven't gotten that for years now. The whole thing is becoming ridiculous.