AbbeyLee
Bluelighter
Yeah, I get that, it's not the typical case but it happens often.
In my case maybe here (in BL) I'm considere already like a christian fanatic or something like that, a "christtard" like some guy told me..
the thing it's that, even if I grew up in a traditional catholic family, my mother didn't even go to church since not so long ago. I was uninterested in Christianity as whole, I just "accepted" it and I had a gnostic-like (pantheistic or deistic) belief about the existence of something but I didn't give a damn about christianity.
It was during 2020 when I felt that things were more literal than I thought, specifically I discovered that the Apocalypsis was real visions about the future, then I realized that more parts of the Bible could be real and more literal than I thought, so I started reading. Before that I had read quite a lot about Buddhism, a lot of philosophy, Jung and so on, so I was not completely closed to spiritual matters.
During that years I had amazing revelations during dreams, and outside dreams but related with dreams, like seeing stuff in the internet or in real life. that I had dreamed in the past.
LOL@"christard". The only Christards are those who worship Republican Jesus and people who use religion to justify hate.
When Nietzsche announced "God is dead" it was followed by "and we killed Him". He didn't see it as a good thing.