I was abusing MDMA during my honeymoon phase.
It started around March, I was taking about once per 3 weeks and sometimes once a month. Around July and August, I took it around 4-5 times. After my last time, (mid august), I realized that much of the euphoria was very much not their and that I really needed to take a long break. In total, I think I've done MDMA less than 20 times. (Around 200mg each time)
Now I'm planning on taking a break until New years eve and rolling then. Do you guys think it's enough of a break to regain my magic? I often read about people who took long breaks and never recovered the magic, but then those people were literally abusing mdma every week or every few days, which wasn't as bad as me.
I'm also planning on taking some Piracetam and Choline to preload with it.
What I'm really worried is that my tolerance and loss of magic is permanent. I've been reading that this is more common in people who heavily abuse it, taking it every week or even every day for months on end. Do you guys think my tolerance will be permanent, or just standard tolerance everyone gets?
It started around March, I was taking about once per 3 weeks and sometimes once a month. Around July and August, I took it around 4-5 times. After my last time, (mid august), I realized that much of the euphoria was very much not their and that I really needed to take a long break. In total, I think I've done MDMA less than 20 times. (Around 200mg each time)
Now I'm planning on taking a break until New years eve and rolling then. Do you guys think it's enough of a break to regain my magic? I often read about people who took long breaks and never recovered the magic, but then those people were literally abusing mdma every week or every few days, which wasn't as bad as me.
I'm also planning on taking some Piracetam and Choline to preload with it.
What I'm really worried is that my tolerance and loss of magic is permanent. I've been reading that this is more common in people who heavily abuse it, taking it every week or even every day for months on end. Do you guys think my tolerance will be permanent, or just standard tolerance everyone gets?
