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yodo44

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Hey everyone this is my first post here :D, anyways recently ive done a fair amount of pure Mdma in the past month or so roughly 5 or 6 times in the past month in a half... i know it a lot but its just because a friend has had a good hook up and been giving me freebies, all my does have been .2 - .3 pure mdma crystal. I did it twice or so a week or two before xmas... 25 and 26 of december (bad i know) then two and a half weeks after that and then a week after that.... i planned on stopping but now my other friend who has the last of the stuff invited me all expenses paid to a concert and im gonna do .3-.35 there... after that I truly have no more plans to do the drug at all for a very very long time... it will likely not be coming into my group of friends ever agan after this either... anyways you guys think my brains gonna be alright lol? i feel fine now its been a week since my last roll and i only feel weird/shitty for the day after
 
You do it way too much.. however you will survive if you do it now, you don't need to worry about that.

The damage you do to yourself is your choice though. I take 1+ month breaks and already notice it's hardly enough, I'm nnot sure how people do it weekly.
 
yodo44 said:
Hey everyone this is my first post here :D, anyways recently ive done a fair amount of pure Mdma in the past month or so roughly 5 or 6 times in the past month in a half... i know it a lot but its just because a friend has had a good hook up and been giving me freebies, all my does have been .2 - .3 pure mdma crystal. I did it twice or so a week or two before xmas... 25 and 26 of december (bad i know) then two and a half weeks after that and then a week after that.... i planned on stopping but now my other friend who has the last of the stuff invited me all expenses paid to a concert and im gonna do .3-.35 there... after that I truly have no more plans to do the drug at all for a very very long time... it will likely not be coming into my group of friends ever agan after this either... anyways you guys think my brains gonna be alright lol? i feel fine now its been a week since my last roll and i only feel weird/shitty for the day after
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It seems some people can get away with copious amounts for extended periods (or at least they do not perceive any changes) whilst for others, regular use or heavy use can trigger a range of unpleasant long-term symptoms, both psychological and cognitive. that one extra night of MD is a gamble, no doubt, but chances are you'll be fine. The fact that you are questioning your usage now and not at an earlier stage, however, suggests that your body might be telling you its had enough as weekly usage over an extended period is sure to have given your serotonin system quite a hammering.

There appears to be a bit of debate over whether or not long-term symptoms arising from MD use are directly attributable to the drug or just somehow worried into existence. Even if the drug does not directly cause these problems... going into the night, and through the subsequent comedown, with a worried mindset (about potential consequences) is risky business as it can trigger some pretty self-destructive thought patterns. I would be particularly cautious if you have had any problems with anxiety or depression in the past. If you do decide to go ahead with it, just enjoy it, don't dwell on the potential downsides and follow as much HR advice as possible.

Of course the best HR advice would be to look at the bigger picture and take a break after such regular use. Unfortunately, for many, this isn't an option until it's too late (as evidenced by countless threads on the ED forum).

Good luck
 
op if you can read the future just read how your brain will be after your next encounter. end thread / buy lotto tix
 
dpd_mnk92 said:
It seems some people can get away with copious amounts for extended periods (or at least they do not perceive any changes) whilst for others, regular use or heavy use can trigger a range of unpleasant long-term symptoms, both psychological and cognitive. that one extra night of MD is a gamble, no doubt, but chances are you'll be fine. The fact that you are questioning your usage now and not at an earlier stage, however, suggests that your body might be telling you its had enough as weekly usage over an extended period is sure to have given your serotonin system quite a hammering.

There appears to be a bit of debate over whether or not long-term symptoms arising from MD use are directly attributable to the drug or just somehow worried into existence. Even if the drug does not directly cause these problems... going into the night, and through the subsequent comedown, with a worried mindset (about potential consequences) is risky business as it can trigger some pretty self-destructive thought patterns. I would be particularly cautious if you have had any problems with anxiety or depression in the past. If you do decide to go ahead with it, just enjoy it, don't dwell on the potential downsides and follow as much HR advice as possible.

Of course the best HR advice would be to look at the bigger picture and take a break after such regular use. Unfortunately, for many, this isn't an option until it's too late (as evidenced by countless threads on the ED forum).

Good luck
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Just wanted to make a quick comment about the quality of this post. Really well considered thoughts.
 
^ Totally agree. Very good post dpd_mnk92

Too many folk round these parts seem to over think every little drop in mood and emotion and think the worst. "Have i damaged my brain forever - no, now pull yourself together"
 
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