I never said PCP wasnt addictive, it most definetly is, psychologically. How could feeling like your god itself not be addicting? But I generally equate addiction with enjoyment, the things I enjoy the most tend to be things I become addicted to, and im not just talking drugs, im talking hobbies and everything in life. Its simple math; if I enjoy something, i want to keep doing it. I would potentially say it was the most addictive substance ive ever consumed, and I was an opiate addict for 3 years. I would also say it was the most enjoyable substance ive ever consumed. See the similarities?
Why would I want to take a drug that I dont enjoy? And why would I NOT want to repeat doing something that I did enjoy? Thus, if its enjoyable, its addictive.
The only reason my binge ended is because I consumed my entire supply, otherwise I most likely would have continued smoking it 24/7 until the day I died. Is that bad? I guess? But thats a sign that its enjoyable. Dont we take drugs to enjoy ourselves? I dont find pscyhedelics enjoyable at all, nor enlightening. Because of that, I dont find them addictive. However ive known many people who loved LSD and as a result used it 3-4 times a week and would have used it daily if it werent for the fact they couldnt "get off" two days in a row. So I would say its addictive (ya, here comes little Timmy with his clinical studies to try and prove to me LSD isnt addictive). Generally, I just find them dysphoric, scarry, and confusing. I found far more enlightenment in the depths of a 3 year opiate addiction than I ever found in an acid trip.
I never really felt out of control on PCP either (which was something I was expecting based on what I had read on it beforehand), I was able to have perfectly normal conversations with people and they had no clue I was heavily intoxicated. I cant do that on drugs like LSD, I have waaay less control and ability to act sober on LSD or mushrooms than I did on PCP.
Also one of the things that irks me is how people ASSUME that in all those infamous videos of people acting crazy while high, that they must be high on PCP. Why? because theyre acting stupid? Go watch videos of people on mushrooms or LSD, they act completely stupid too. People also act reckless and violent on alcohol. Whys the assumption always that theyre high on PCP? Because the narrator of the video says so? I somehow doubt he was privy to the toxicology results.
"That guy just did something totally crazy!!"
"Dude hes clearly on PCP"
I bet in half those videos, the guys are simply DRUNK. But that doesnt have the same sensationalist appeal as saying theyre high on PCP.
One last thing I want to say is concerning PCP purity on the street. Most PCP sold on the street corner, is in the form of "embalming fluid" (PCP dissolved into a solvent). The purity of one dealers embalming fluid and anothers, can be dramatic (I recall reading from one dosage "unit" to another doses of 1.3mg up to 86mg have been confirmed in analysis). A person whose smoked PCP for ages, could one day cop a sherm stick and it had been dipped into embalming fluid that was 3x the potency of the stuff he was accustomed to using, next thing you know hes had a major OD and is acting a fool. OD on anything and your either dead, or acting a fool.
Its just a shame that PCP is so stigmatized, yet Ketamine has this green-light and is heavily used and abused, but those same people would never touch PCP cause it apparently makes everyone who takes it try and fly to the moon with a blanket off their bed or murder their girlfriends or play in traffic.