ErikEverhard
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- Jun 21, 2015
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I have been suffering from severe depression and anxiety for years now, and had never turned to recreational drugs until last year. Did cocaine and roxy's for about a year now off and on definitely not everyday. Finally hit me about 4 months ago that cocaine is definitely not for me, because if I am alone and do it the come down makes my anxiety pure hell a million times worse so I stopped the cocaine. One thing I haven't stopped is the 20 mg roxys. I guess I do about 3-4 a week sometimes less. But thing is when I do them of course I get that warm nice feeling, but also I get a clear mind able to deal with problems and worries. The problems are still there but I am able to handle them.
My mind is "free" of the depression and garbage. Why in the world can't depression pills make you feel this way!!!!!!!!!!!
I have been on Cymbalta for about 2 months and it has helped, but the depression is still there, it is just stuck in the back of my mind. Also, I have been prescribed Xanax 4 mg a day, which on the days I have a roxy I do not even need the Xanax at all.
Damn why cant depression pills be made this way?
My mind is "free" of the depression and garbage. Why in the world can't depression pills make you feel this way!!!!!!!!!!!
I have been on Cymbalta for about 2 months and it has helped, but the depression is still there, it is just stuck in the back of my mind. Also, I have been prescribed Xanax 4 mg a day, which on the days I have a roxy I do not even need the Xanax at all.
Damn why cant depression pills be made this way?