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Why was I happier when I used to occasionally smoke weed?

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I never suffered from depression, anxiety, I never took any pills etc.

But when I smoked weed like a few times a week, life was so much better and more fulfilling.

Even though weed essentially ruined my life (gave me depersonalization, derealization, anxiety, panic) etc.

I still miss it so much. I remember being in the California hills with my friends, smoking a nice joint, and listening to some Kendrick Lamar, Schoolboy Q,

man,

I just wonder why life was so much better than when I didn't drink alcohol or anything, only smoked weed occasionally and listened to music.

Now I party more, drink alcohol, and I am not as happy as I used to be.
 
So basically your question is, "why?"

Good luck with that one dude.

And if there is an inverse correlation between amounts of chemicals and happiness then cut down on the partying.
 
Nobody truly knows.. It was like that when I was 18 and smoked trees for the first time, everything was amazing
Now im 21, lost my job, smoke less trees(but my friend always has, so I usually CAN smoke if I need), have no plans for tomorrow etc
I also tried shrooms and MDMA, wich both were great experiences.. made me happier.

I guess happiness comes from a place we do now really know where is... sometimes it's there, sometimes its gone.. The important thing is to have ambitions about your life and stay positive, realize how much you can do and don't stress yourself too much
 
Drinking alcohol can cause a bunch of problems. I'd stop drinking alcohol.

If you party every day like it's a full time job, it becomes taxing on you.

When you party every now and then, it's truly fun as you get to build up steam during the week, that you get to blow off when you get to party. Does that make sense?

If you take something fun, and make a job out of it, it might stop being fun. The same goes for sex, music, whatever.
 
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