thizzin' since 98
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I find myself asking this question all of the time, especially when I'm depressed.
My first experience with ecstasy was still to this day, one of the best nights of my life. As well as the months that followed, every roll, as mind blowing, euphoric, surreal, theraputic as the last.
It's been around 4 years since I dabbled with the substance and I still vivildy remember the night, the time, the venue, the artists that were playing, the exact spot I was standing in the parking lot, in the rain, on a cold California night, when after two hours of tapping my friends on the shoulder, saying "I don't think it's working.." "I'm pretty sure I don't feel anything.." "Did they sell us laundry detergent?" and then BOOOM! I remember the sprinkles of rain outside, suddenly coming down hard, and I was absolutely floored. I've never felt that amount of pure bliss and euphoria. I've never felt so much love for my friends and every single person around me. I've never stayed up for 6 hours, sitting in a car at a park, talking and talking, chain smoking cigarettes and getting lost in trance till sunrise.
Till this day, I ask myself, if our brain is capable of producing that feeling, why aren't our brains designed to operate like that all of the time?
There would be no war, no crime, everyone's relationship would be perfect, we would all have endless love for one another..the list goes on.
What are your thoughts?
My first experience with ecstasy was still to this day, one of the best nights of my life. As well as the months that followed, every roll, as mind blowing, euphoric, surreal, theraputic as the last.
It's been around 4 years since I dabbled with the substance and I still vivildy remember the night, the time, the venue, the artists that were playing, the exact spot I was standing in the parking lot, in the rain, on a cold California night, when after two hours of tapping my friends on the shoulder, saying "I don't think it's working.." "I'm pretty sure I don't feel anything.." "Did they sell us laundry detergent?" and then BOOOM! I remember the sprinkles of rain outside, suddenly coming down hard, and I was absolutely floored. I've never felt that amount of pure bliss and euphoria. I've never felt so much love for my friends and every single person around me. I've never stayed up for 6 hours, sitting in a car at a park, talking and talking, chain smoking cigarettes and getting lost in trance till sunrise.
Till this day, I ask myself, if our brain is capable of producing that feeling, why aren't our brains designed to operate like that all of the time?
There would be no war, no crime, everyone's relationship would be perfect, we would all have endless love for one another..the list goes on.
What are your thoughts?
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