MikeySpikes
Greenlighter
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- Aug 27, 2011
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I have not done any drugs or drank in a month and a half, I am planning on shooting dope this week. here is the problem!
I have been addicted on and off to IV heroin for a few years, I feel like even after a few bags I wake up sick the next day as if I was on a run for 14 days? It seems to me that ever since I was diagnosed with chemical dependency and other pretty words for a junkie in rehab, every time I decide to use, which is aproximitaly once every 1-2 months for a span of a bundle ( 10 Bags of NY Heroin) it seems to me I am in withdrawle?
I know A.A. calls it the phenomonen of craving but here is my back round, I have been an IV user for 5 years now. Probley out of the last 4 years though I have maybe used 1 year out of the past years if you added up all the days high rather than clean and sober.
Is it that the brain goes back to the state of which I was addicted to the substance and it was yearning for more?? Another reason I ask is how can I avoid this without tottaly not doing dope, my guilty pleasure.
I will be shooting up this week, I just would rather not go off the deep end. INSANTIY RIGHT?
I have been addicted on and off to IV heroin for a few years, I feel like even after a few bags I wake up sick the next day as if I was on a run for 14 days? It seems to me that ever since I was diagnosed with chemical dependency and other pretty words for a junkie in rehab, every time I decide to use, which is aproximitaly once every 1-2 months for a span of a bundle ( 10 Bags of NY Heroin) it seems to me I am in withdrawle?
I know A.A. calls it the phenomonen of craving but here is my back round, I have been an IV user for 5 years now. Probley out of the last 4 years though I have maybe used 1 year out of the past years if you added up all the days high rather than clean and sober.
Is it that the brain goes back to the state of which I was addicted to the substance and it was yearning for more?? Another reason I ask is how can I avoid this without tottaly not doing dope, my guilty pleasure.
I will be shooting up this week, I just would rather not go off the deep end. INSANTIY RIGHT?