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why do you take drugs? im just wondering other people's opinions... :)

I do drugs because I like the high that I get....and thats the only reason anybody should. You also can't knock it till you try it. I do lots of drugs and still function and have a full time job the crackheads and drug addicts who devoted there life to a drug.....ruined it for everybody. any drug can be done in moderation....
 
A teacher once told me that she believed people took drugs for one reason, to feel like a kid again. I was young then, young and inexperienced, but now, now it makes sense to me and I think that, to some degree, she was correct.

I take drugs because things aren't good right now, the world isn't what I thought it'd be, and drugs helps to make the world just a little softer, a little more tolerable. Is it a good reason to take drugs? I don't know. I mean, it's not the most intelligent reason in the world; it's not "to expand my mind," but I think that it's a valid reason nonetheless.

At the end of the day, man, I like to take a ride into the city, cop a few bags, and blow down a few lines. It's an adventure; it's excitement, and it's a moments peace at the end of the day. A moment to kill the circuits, shut my brain off, quiet the mind, unwind and relax.
 
I feel that when I first started drinking, it was in one way a reaction against the problems my folks were having at home, and also to try and "cure" my shyness.

I started using heroin when I couldn't deal with the paranoia of weed, and the hangover from alchohol. I had also gotten into the first serious, albeit,fucked relationship in my life, and the heroin helped me cope with the ups and downs of it. But it also gave me much more than that. All the judgements I held against people, and all my cynicism was lifted when I used heroin, and I felt like I could understand people better, or rather, the whole world in general. A lot of people seem to think that heroin is used to numb feelings, but for me, it seemed to help me accept my feelings. Problem with that though, is that every time I came down, it became harder and harder to deal with reality sober.

At some point I think I crossed a line where my use turned into much more than just self medicating. OnCe I started shooting cocaine, I feel that I simply just wanted to escape and punish myself at the same time. Towards the end of my last run I don't think I really felt the need to have a reason to get high, because getting high became my reason to live
 
Because im bored or want to feel relaxed or because that line of coke is free and its the closest thing to being high on e since im on an snri, a high dose of mdma just gives me the same speedy rush a line of good coke does.Not to mention mdma and snri's dont mix.
 
stress.
my boss is a dick. my mom is a alcoholic. my dad is verbally and mentally abusive( and was physically abusive when i was growing up), my parents dont approve of anything i do and wont help me with college or anything. ive worked since i was 14 to pay for everything i have. my grandparents disowned me when i was little. my dad just had surgery the same day as the dog on jan 2 of this year. my entire family does nothing but bitch. my uncle's are in jail for dui's, abuse, etc. my family is prety much fucked up..and my cousin was running from the police.
 
1) I smoke weed for severe medical pain conditions

2) Amp pills to help me last a looong day at work

3) If you've ever done good coke, you know why ;)
 
I do drugs because I've just given up; there's nothing that means anything to me anymore, really.

I tried to do the whole college/profession thing and uh, it didn't work, or maybe I just stopped caring, or maybe both. I mean, I'm something like six credits away from taking my degree and graduating, but then to earn my teaching certificate there's more hoops I'll need to jump through. I guess doing all of this and succeeding in some profession was my dream at one time, maybe even writing a book, but then one day it just occurred to me... fuck it.

I'm serious, fuck it, that's what occurred to me one day. I just suddenly realized that even if I did succeed in some profession and settled down, had a family, I might not be happy anyway... my wife might two-time me, my kids might grow up to hate me, my house might be taken away in a hurricane or tornado. It can all be taken away from you in a blink of an eye, so why bother? Hell, there's always going to be someone smarter than you anyway, right? Someone who did it first, someone who did it better...

So you know what? I dropped it all, man. I stopped going to school, yep, six credits away from graduating... I walked away from my internship. I stopped paying my bills. I found two part-time jobs, and I spend all of that money on drugs. Yep, all of it on drugs... I don't care if my checking account is negative one hundred dollars, negative one thousand dollars, negative one million dollars!

I just don't care anymore.
 
dude you sound pretty depressed, and there will always be someone smarter/richer/etc. but its not a competition unless you make it one.I say do what makes you happy though and if you're happy with your life then i cant knock it.
 
It's funny you should say that, because someone told me that not too long ago, that I might be depressed. But I don't feel depressed. I've experienced depression before, real bad depression, even, and this doesn't feel the same... I just feel, well, entirely apathetic.
 
GBM said:
3) If you've ever done good coke, you know why ;)
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Awyeah.

I do drugs..
For depression, stress, mood stabilization, to relax, for the euphoria, to explore my inner self, expand the mind, for fun and entertainment, as social tools, pain relief, to enhance life,...as we all do...
 
I started to use them because I was just chillin with my brother and sister.... Now I do them for fun, my depression, anxiety, life in general and just because.
 
Can't get through the day without amphetamines.

Then I can't sleep the night without benzos.

And fuck, I just love drinking. I become something akin to being happy.

Opiates are for giving myself a tantalizing tease of their beyond ridiculous effects on my mood, social life, work ethic, energy, happiness.... but I don't do them often because I know I can't handle them.
 
Weed : for increased appetite, and to relieve my achey shitty joints

everything else: For fun and self exploration
 
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