I've been faced with this question many many times. Too many to count.
Recently I sat down and really thought about it though, and in my pondering I figured out that the reason I still use drugs is because they allow me to be open and tell people how I really feel. This is something I've always had trouble with, sober. But when I take substances like MDMA or LSD I lose all inhibitions and can talk openly about things that are bothering me and tell people how I feel about them.
I've been struggling with quitting drugs for a while now, but I think that now that I have a good idea of why I still use, I know what I need to work on in order to get clean once and for all. It's gonna be a lot of work and it definitely won't be easy but the challenge is something I'm looking forward to tackling.
Recently I sat down and really thought about it though, and in my pondering I figured out that the reason I still use drugs is because they allow me to be open and tell people how I really feel. This is something I've always had trouble with, sober. But when I take substances like MDMA or LSD I lose all inhibitions and can talk openly about things that are bothering me and tell people how I feel about them.
I've been struggling with quitting drugs for a while now, but I think that now that I have a good idea of why I still use, I know what I need to work on in order to get clean once and for all. It's gonna be a lot of work and it definitely won't be easy but the challenge is something I'm looking forward to tackling.