Simonsmsn199
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so basically i tried amphetamine sulphate about 70% purity a year ago or so and I used it 5 days a week but after the second time or so the euphoria faded. I was left with slightly more concentration, a bit more confidence, talkative, not happy, doing alot of work very fast while at first I felt great and all and super social and afraid of nothing.
so for that reason I stopped doing speed after using it for 6 months or so I was not addicted since I used it to function in daily life since I have concentration problems memory problems but I am pretty intelligent and I am also terribly apathetic and bored at all times. I tried Methamphetamine about 6 days ago, I did about 30 mg as recommended. I got light stimulation, a bit more confidence not much but I felt tired like I used to on speed and relaxed. I have since then kept redosing for higher doses. Yesterday I did 1 line in the morning about 40 mg of 90% pure meth tested and then 2 lines of 50 mg meth at lunch and I still felt just slightly more talkative but still tired as shit and just relaxed and a bit more confidence. Tomorrow I'm gonna do about 2 60 mg lines in the morning, then snort about 50-60 mg again in the bathroom at the place I go to which is a certain place you might figure out. I am so surprised, I mixed MDMA with it for about 5 days and it felt magic but everyone goes on about how meth makes you feel like you can do anything etc and I just get a bit more talkative and a BIT more confidence. I get tired when I get home, it makes me feel like I can stay awake if I want easily, but I am in a tired state when I get home. I feel relaxed and like I can focus better in school and concentrate better and keep on doing my work without letting the pen down.
As I said I have concentration issues and focus which my teacher is aware of recently, but I didn't really intend to do meth to get work done, thats not a bad thing, but its a bad thing I get no euphoria, it feels like taking a light dose of speed just nothing. I tried more each day, like 50 mg more each day and I can sleep easily and get no cravings or these magical things people speak about of meth. The effect I felt real speed was about as I said the first 1-3 times. Then the magic just disappeared, I could dose 5 times higher I still just got tired and a bit more concentrated and a bit more talkative. With MDMA mixed first of all I felt the best I Ever felt in my life, with it mixed with meth the combination kind of made it so that I could take a strong line of meth in the morning then bomb 50-40 mg mdma when I snorted the line, then bomb another 40-50 mg about an hour after we started.
AS I said, the general question was how do I never get high on meth. I mean high as in euphoria, euphoria being the main reason people use stimulants at all usually because of feeling good. It also is not tolerance, since I used it after like 6 months of using amphetamine sulphate the weaker version and now I do big doses of meth nothing happens. Even though theres no euphoria, and I just get a bit chatty, It helps me concentrate alot better and like write a paper for ages once I do understand but I have attention / concentration problems as I mentioned. It is just so strange how meth, the most hardcore drug and I have used it 5 times and I took a dose on a few hours that is considered more than very strong yet I felt even more tired after school. I still might move my legs though, or like scratch my finger nail.
Please explain this, I really want the first speed euphoria I had, I also don't barely get supressed appetite on meth, I don't get get awake, or I get tired but I find it easy to sleep whenever I want, my dick turns into a limp dick, I sweat alot if I did much like yesterday. The chemistry of Meth increases so much Dopamine that I just don't get how I feel slightly more chatty and more confident. And the other things I described. Excuse me if I write too much, I took Meth today and its a habit to write alot for me. No one can tell I use drugs though, 3 close friends know I do it daily but not until I told them. No one recognises a thing, I am very organised. I know it's dangerous, but just explain the chemistry or reason or whatever taking more doesn't seem to work.
so for that reason I stopped doing speed after using it for 6 months or so I was not addicted since I used it to function in daily life since I have concentration problems memory problems but I am pretty intelligent and I am also terribly apathetic and bored at all times. I tried Methamphetamine about 6 days ago, I did about 30 mg as recommended. I got light stimulation, a bit more confidence not much but I felt tired like I used to on speed and relaxed. I have since then kept redosing for higher doses. Yesterday I did 1 line in the morning about 40 mg of 90% pure meth tested and then 2 lines of 50 mg meth at lunch and I still felt just slightly more talkative but still tired as shit and just relaxed and a bit more confidence. Tomorrow I'm gonna do about 2 60 mg lines in the morning, then snort about 50-60 mg again in the bathroom at the place I go to which is a certain place you might figure out. I am so surprised, I mixed MDMA with it for about 5 days and it felt magic but everyone goes on about how meth makes you feel like you can do anything etc and I just get a bit more talkative and a BIT more confidence. I get tired when I get home, it makes me feel like I can stay awake if I want easily, but I am in a tired state when I get home. I feel relaxed and like I can focus better in school and concentrate better and keep on doing my work without letting the pen down.
As I said I have concentration issues and focus which my teacher is aware of recently, but I didn't really intend to do meth to get work done, thats not a bad thing, but its a bad thing I get no euphoria, it feels like taking a light dose of speed just nothing. I tried more each day, like 50 mg more each day and I can sleep easily and get no cravings or these magical things people speak about of meth. The effect I felt real speed was about as I said the first 1-3 times. Then the magic just disappeared, I could dose 5 times higher I still just got tired and a bit more concentrated and a bit more talkative. With MDMA mixed first of all I felt the best I Ever felt in my life, with it mixed with meth the combination kind of made it so that I could take a strong line of meth in the morning then bomb 50-40 mg mdma when I snorted the line, then bomb another 40-50 mg about an hour after we started.
AS I said, the general question was how do I never get high on meth. I mean high as in euphoria, euphoria being the main reason people use stimulants at all usually because of feeling good. It also is not tolerance, since I used it after like 6 months of using amphetamine sulphate the weaker version and now I do big doses of meth nothing happens. Even though theres no euphoria, and I just get a bit chatty, It helps me concentrate alot better and like write a paper for ages once I do understand but I have attention / concentration problems as I mentioned. It is just so strange how meth, the most hardcore drug and I have used it 5 times and I took a dose on a few hours that is considered more than very strong yet I felt even more tired after school. I still might move my legs though, or like scratch my finger nail.
Please explain this, I really want the first speed euphoria I had, I also don't barely get supressed appetite on meth, I don't get get awake, or I get tired but I find it easy to sleep whenever I want, my dick turns into a limp dick, I sweat alot if I did much like yesterday. The chemistry of Meth increases so much Dopamine that I just don't get how I feel slightly more chatty and more confident. And the other things I described. Excuse me if I write too much, I took Meth today and its a habit to write alot for me. No one can tell I use drugs though, 3 close friends know I do it daily but not until I told them. No one recognises a thing, I am very organised. I know it's dangerous, but just explain the chemistry or reason or whatever taking more doesn't seem to work.
