why do i only want what i cant have?

[Vaportrails]

Ever since i discovered women ive only ever lusted after competitive women. i know that sounds awfully subjective but i dont know how else to describe it.. Many women have been after me in the past but they dont ever size up to the women i actually want. it's ridiculous because youd reasonably think the two would happen to meet in the middle.. nope. there's women I want, then there's women who want me and while both pools are numerous, they are NEVER the same women. Ever.

Why is life taunting me by putting them just out of reach? At least if I was worthless I could just give up but this is almost as bad. Help

 

[B1tO'RoughJack]

You sound like you're going for the easy option. Stop.

I know it's hard when you're getting women throwing their gash at you, and if you're attracted to them too (in some ways), it's hard not to oblige them (and your own lust), but if it makes you feel bad why don't you just work on yourself, and you'll have the right birds (and the wrong ones) throwing themselves at you...truly, if you work on yourself enough, you can have your pick...you can have your cake and eat it. IF you put your mind to it.