My first roll was halloween 2016 and it was the best night of my life. Took .25 of black crystal mdma. Then snorted a very small amount (probably .06ish) 2.5 weeks later and felt it HARD but my 3 friends felt only a mild buzz (since it was a small dose).
Waited 12 weeks and took .2 this weekend, feb 2017, it was white in pill form. My friend tested it to make sure it was mdma. All my friends had great normal rolls.
For me, it took 2 hours to really hit, and it kept waxing and waning. I did eat a big meal 3 hours before taking itand have hypothyroid (slower metabolism). I'm on meds but I think lately I need a higher dose. Also I was a bit anxious because it hit my friends in 15 minutes and I wasn't planning to do it that weekend cuz i wanted to purchase ALA first but was talked into taking it. When it did hit me, the bars closed within an hour so i was upset cuz i wanted to keep enjoying the music and lights, but I kept playing music on my phone and dancing at my friend's and had lots of fun being outside surrounded by the glow of the street lights.
Still, I did not get as much of a euphoric high as before, not even as much as I got on that baby dose the second time. I was very happy, it just wasn't as good and the effects of the lights and music were not as good, neither were the people effects.
Also never had a come down, however this last time I was upset about something specific (a guy) and started crying at 6am when the roll ended, but the next day was just tired from lack of sleep. I was also mad at myself for wasting a roll on a regular weekend night and that I didn't get a full experience from it, as each roll does potential damage.
I have the option of rolling again for a huge st Patrick's day event in 1 month, a concert in 2 months, or/and a music festival end of summer 2017 (5.5 months).
Should I just wait until august? Why do you think my roll wasn't as good as all my friends' and how can I prevent this next time.
I preloaded and post loaded with vitamin c.
I just want an amazing roll next time, not to waste a roll on an average night, and to not "lose the magic" or cause damage. Thanks for reading
Waited 12 weeks and took .2 this weekend, feb 2017, it was white in pill form. My friend tested it to make sure it was mdma. All my friends had great normal rolls.
For me, it took 2 hours to really hit, and it kept waxing and waning. I did eat a big meal 3 hours before taking itand have hypothyroid (slower metabolism). I'm on meds but I think lately I need a higher dose. Also I was a bit anxious because it hit my friends in 15 minutes and I wasn't planning to do it that weekend cuz i wanted to purchase ALA first but was talked into taking it. When it did hit me, the bars closed within an hour so i was upset cuz i wanted to keep enjoying the music and lights, but I kept playing music on my phone and dancing at my friend's and had lots of fun being outside surrounded by the glow of the street lights.
Still, I did not get as much of a euphoric high as before, not even as much as I got on that baby dose the second time. I was very happy, it just wasn't as good and the effects of the lights and music were not as good, neither were the people effects.
Also never had a come down, however this last time I was upset about something specific (a guy) and started crying at 6am when the roll ended, but the next day was just tired from lack of sleep. I was also mad at myself for wasting a roll on a regular weekend night and that I didn't get a full experience from it, as each roll does potential damage.
I have the option of rolling again for a huge st Patrick's day event in 1 month, a concert in 2 months, or/and a music festival end of summer 2017 (5.5 months).
Should I just wait until august? Why do you think my roll wasn't as good as all my friends' and how can I prevent this next time.
I preloaded and post loaded with vitamin c.
I just want an amazing roll next time, not to waste a roll on an average night, and to not "lose the magic" or cause damage. Thanks for reading
