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Why did you have to pick me?

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SomeoneLikeME

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Why did you have to pick me?
To hurt, to use...
Why did you have to pick me?
To count on, when no one else is there...
Why did you have to pick me?
To tell how much you love her...
Why did you have to pick me?
To become a friend to...
Why did you have to pick me?
To make feel like shit...
Why did it have to be me?
But then again...why did I pick you?
I'm sorry, this doesn't make any sense probably...but there is a painful story behind it...too long to post!! I just felt like I had to get it out, becuase tonight was especially hard for me...and I didn't really have anyone to talk to about it...I don't understand why it hurts to care about someone so much...when you know they don't give a fuck about you..But you'll always wish they do...
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(thanks for taking the time to read this!! I appriciate it!)
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"...I really don't mind what happens now and then, as long as you'll be my friend in the end..." -"Kryptonite" Three Doors Down
 
i've been living in my own private hell for the past fortnight, and been utterly depressed for the past month because of a certain person in my life .... and your poem just captured perfectly everything i have been through and am still going through.
i just wanted to let you know how touched i was by your work and that it means a lot to me because i can relate so well to it.
thankyou so much
bk
 
I can relate to what you are going through. It sux loving someone that doesnt love you back. I'm still not over my ex boyfriend, whom was my first real love. He broke my heart into 2. I see him all the time, cuz we have some of the same friends. He has no idea I still love him.
 
This poem really touched me. You wrote this at the same time I was thinking almost the same thoughts. I know how much it hurts when you care about someone and it seems like they dont give a fuck about you. If you ever need to talk please feel free to email me.
Hang in there, do some soul searching, and with some time you will make the right decision.
Shelle
 
i TOTALLY know what you're feeling.... dear god do i ever know... time will be the only thing that helps you right now. the most i can offer is a hug. **big hug** keep your chin up kiddo.
-- squirt
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"baked. not fried. it's the healthy choice."
fuck plur! it's all about the hardcore ass fucking!
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"Being happy doesn't mean everything's perfect. But, what it does mean is that you've decided to see beyond the imperfections."
 
SomeoneLikeME - it seems that a lot of people can definitely relate to what you're going through - i know i can!!!
very well written, keep it up
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Mellabopper
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"does anyone know where we are? because i think i dont have a clue"
"damn the man, save the empire!" - empire records
Corruption is key.
 
Thank you so much you guys....While it hurts to know that others are having to go through this pain, at the same time, it feels good to know there are friends I can talk to....And that means the most.....
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"...I really don't mind what happens now and then, as long as you'll be my friend in the end..." -"Kryptonite" Three Doors Down
 
you know, if you would all stop feeling sorry for yourselves and take a look, for just one moment, at the reality you are fearful to face; you may get somewhere with this "hurt" and "pain". Love is a difficult thing, and almost impossible to fully understand. This is true. And we fall in love sometimes, and it hurts a great deal when these relationships come to a painful ending. But to say "I know what youre feeling, my boyfriend broke my heart too", is like blaming somebody else for what you feel. People are often careless with their words and go overboard with the hurtful things they say, yes. But overall, you control what you say, you control what you think, feel, and how you act. You allow on your OWN for certain things to bother you. It isn't fair to place the blame on somebody else.
 
teodora, i understand what you're saying .... and i think if you read the last line of the poem someonelikeme acknowledges that it isn't just all the other person's fault, ie. "but then why did i pick you?"
sometimes when you're in the middle of all these emotions it is very hard to be objective, rational or take a step back and see the whole picture .... and what you're feeling becomes your whole, and the only, reality.
for me, the most special person in my life broke my trust ... i know that the situation involved both of us (and the rest of our friendship group) but certain aspects of his behaviour were choices that he made alone ... and he does acknowledge this (although it hasn't made anything better - if anything he now resents me for making him feel guilty and face up to his actions).
so yes, it is easy just to blame someone else for why you're feeling shit but it is equally important to realise that you alone are not to blame either. just a couple of thoughts from me ........
bk
 
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