Honestly at the start of the day I didnt want to get high, even though at some point I probably would have but in my mind I like to believe that I wouldnt have.
Anyway then a 4 1/2 hour train ride was all planned for me to do so I ended up sniffing 80mg of OC and had 4 mg xanax(too much, my tolerance had gone down) and about 1/2g of weed then after all that I found out I have to wait till tomorrow so I went home and got my ears blown out by my mums heightened words of how high I was...I just said nothing and not long ago she apologised for yelling at me , how nice but anyway im shitfaced. Bout to go smoke a joint. I need chocolate too bte...desperately lol