I used Heroin again today. This is 11 days in a row. I've struggled with its use over 6 years and this is the biggest constant usage I've had in 2 years, since I got off methadone. I'm doing it out of habit now. It started as boredom nearly 2 weeks ago and the fact that Im using for free and are currently unemployed.
Yet another friend became a father today and the guy was quiet anxious, as you can imagine! Immediatly (with a shaking hand) he handed over some cash and was all like, "find me some weed!". So we smoked some chronic and had an interesting day at the hospital. Everything was cool from then on out.
Cause I'm hanging out with some friends . . . my good friend Justin is up here in IN with us . . . he moved to FL not three months ago and this is the first time that I've seen him since he left, so we are having a few drinks, smoking some herb and sniffin some opiods!
Got back from a party (monolake)at 8am. Then spent all day washing benzos down will beer. So why you ask? To drown out the stimulants and E from previous night.
'Cos christmas is so wonderful, and as I don't have to work tomorrow I can do some speed and go out tonight... and probably spend the next day doing speed
I wanna dose on codeine today but I already did 40mg yesterday and 186mg the day before. I sure hope I don't have a tolerance. Maybe I should try a crazy dose of 300mg plus. We'll see. 'til then its weed
My friends wife who just gave birth was prescribed 60 5mg tabs of oxycodone but she would rather drink for the pain so she gave em to me!!! What a nice Christmas present! I love cool people.