bEnZo bUdDyY
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On klons and xans about to smoke some bowls with hash on my agrade weed
peace.
peace.
Why Did You Get High today? Also was it worth it ...
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bEnZo bUdDyY
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I always feel like it, and usally it is always worth it 
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Pill2Chill
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Because I was bored and still experiencing the final symptoms of w/d. (I used Heroin) Definitely worth it in the short-term. Though I'm going to attempt not to have my physical opiate dependency reset back to severe by trying to skip days inbetween days I do use. Don't have much faith in myself about succeeding tbh, but I will try regardless. 
Cream Gravy?
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I got high today (cannabis) to quell my stomach's queasiness... So freakin' hungover
It was so worth it that I might just have me some more
It was so worth it that I might just have me some more
bEnZo bUdDyY
Bluelighter
Cant go wrong with cannabis
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Because I was bored and still experiencing the final symptoms of w/d. (I used Heroin) Definitely worth it in the short-term. Though I'm going to attempt not to have my physical opiate dependency reset back to severe by trying to skip days inbetween days I do use. Don't have much faith in myself about succeeding tbh, but I will try regardless.
Try to get some morphine sulfate capsules ER (with tiny white pebbles inside coated in wax, very easy to manage doses) and use a tiny bit on the days inbetween/off (tho it takes a while to kick in). It lasts almost a day,you can sleep, you dont lose weight (like on H), its incredibly easy to go from H to this without even noticing and takes the cravings away almost completely (at least for me). And the best thing I find is that its so easy also to taper down and jump off when you decide to.
Pill2Chill
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The painkiller I'm currently prescribed is MS contin (so morphine ER, just not capsules with beads) - but I could just cut the pill in pieces without completely destroying the XR mechanism (it will be slightly lessened though). Problem is I abuse those too. Just not as bad as H or oxy since I actually take my morphine orally.
OT: Took heroin today, was worth it because I wasn't wigged out from the w/ds in church (my little cousin got baptized today) for all my family to see. Instead I was just feeling good. I didn't overdo it either, didn't want to end up nodding in church.
When I got home I upped the dose to relax, and that was definitely worth it as well.
It's always worth it until I'm facing withdrawals.
OT: Took heroin today, was worth it because I wasn't wigged out from the w/ds in church (my little cousin got baptized today) for all my family to see. Instead I was just feeling good. I didn't overdo it either, didn't want to end up nodding in church.
When I got home I upped the dose to relax, and that was definitely worth it as well.It's always worth it until I'm facing withdrawals.
bEnZo bUdDyY
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I didn't really get high today ... besides a little when smoking bud and eating edibles made from home-made thc butter my pills xans klons and phenobarbital just get me normal with a little relaxation, same with my suboxone just normal, leveled out. Just chillin, I get high everyday to escape this thing called reality lol ...
my pills xans klons and phenobarbital just get me normal with a little relaxation, same with my suboxone just normal, leveled out. Just chillin, I get high everyday to escape this thing called reality lol ...