the other side
Bluelighter
- Joined
- Jan 31, 2001
- Messages
- 18
i dont even have you yet
but i already fear
that i'm losing you
why does this always happen
i never think i have what it takes
to be with anyone
to be with you
its the same
situation every time
i fall in love
and then we fall out
and i'm left
broken
shattered
and alone
yet again
yet again.
i always think
you're too good for me
i'm never good enough
look at all the girls who want you
how do i compare
why would you choose me
over her
or that other girl over there
they both want you
they all do
so why, i pray
would you want to be with me?
i just dont understand
i cant find a reason
why you would choose me
maybe thats why i'm always afraid
of losing you.
and maybe these insecurities
drive you farther away.
i'm at a loss for words
please just hold me
assure me you dont want anyone but me
but sadly, i know that is not true
i know there are others
much better than i
that you would gladly be with too
so why
pick
me?
i will wait for you to calm down
realize you wont get anywhere with me
if you are still playing the field
but i wont wait too long
wont get as attached that way
and if i dont get as attached
i wont get as hurt in the end
because either way
i will get hurt.
i know i will.
but knowing this,
why do i still feel that i want to be with you?
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can you see through it all? can you see... me?
but i already fear
that i'm losing you
why does this always happen
i never think i have what it takes
to be with anyone
to be with you
its the same
situation every time
i fall in love
and then we fall out
and i'm left
broken
shattered
and alone
yet again
yet again.
i always think
you're too good for me
i'm never good enough
look at all the girls who want you
how do i compare
why would you choose me
over her
or that other girl over there
they both want you
they all do
so why, i pray
would you want to be with me?
i just dont understand
i cant find a reason
why you would choose me
maybe thats why i'm always afraid
of losing you.
and maybe these insecurities
drive you farther away.
i'm at a loss for words
please just hold me
assure me you dont want anyone but me
but sadly, i know that is not true
i know there are others
much better than i
that you would gladly be with too
so why
pick
me?
i will wait for you to calm down
realize you wont get anywhere with me
if you are still playing the field
but i wont wait too long
wont get as attached that way
and if i dont get as attached
i wont get as hurt in the end
because either way
i will get hurt.
i know i will.
but knowing this,
why do i still feel that i want to be with you?
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can you see through it all? can you see... me?