hey, put this in bdd aswell, but not sure if that was the right place, so ill put it here aswell, sorry if thats wrong:
okay, so to give you a background, ive been smoking weed for years, and doing other drugs for just over a year.
the first drug that me and my friends really got into was ketamine, i really loved it, and had a regular source, so would use atleast once or twice a weekend and a few times during the week, i was never sick on it, and developed an average tolerance.
after around 6 months of this sort of use my source diminished, and i didnt have ketamine for a month or 2, when i did get hold of it again it was this strange pink k (supposedly cut with milkshake :/) which made me (aswell as alot of people) vomit pretty hard.
ever since then, everytime i take k i am sick (off a decent line) or just start wretching (from smaller 'bumps') ive tried on and off to enjoy it again, all my friends, including my girlfriend do, and i do miss it, but everytime i vomit.
does anyone know why this is happening, or how i can help it?
also, whenever i have k now its always the same sort of feeling before im ill, i find myself start to dissasociate, and 'float away' and then it feels like part of my mind is 'tensing' almost fighting the ketamine, then im sick.. dont know what it is..
i want to k hole again!
okay, so to give you a background, ive been smoking weed for years, and doing other drugs for just over a year.
the first drug that me and my friends really got into was ketamine, i really loved it, and had a regular source, so would use atleast once or twice a weekend and a few times during the week, i was never sick on it, and developed an average tolerance.
after around 6 months of this sort of use my source diminished, and i didnt have ketamine for a month or 2, when i did get hold of it again it was this strange pink k (supposedly cut with milkshake :/) which made me (aswell as alot of people) vomit pretty hard.
ever since then, everytime i take k i am sick (off a decent line) or just start wretching (from smaller 'bumps') ive tried on and off to enjoy it again, all my friends, including my girlfriend do, and i do miss it, but everytime i vomit.
does anyone know why this is happening, or how i can help it?
also, whenever i have k now its always the same sort of feeling before im ill, i find myself start to dissasociate, and 'float away' and then it feels like part of my mind is 'tensing' almost fighting the ketamine, then im sick.. dont know what it is..
i want to k hole again!