Why arent you here?

[harraser]

this is a shit peice of writing that i did about ten minutes ago while i cried onto my page, i got some very very bad news a little while ago and wanted to write.....
Why arent you here?
This is the first time ive truly cried in years
And i need you with me now
As the tears hit this page
All i want is your arms around me
Your hands in my hair
A calm soothing whisper in my ear
Instead i turn up the music till it hurts my ears
Close the door so noone will see
And break down like a child
For the loss i know is soon to come
And the lonliness i cannot help but feel
Im so tired of feeling alone
Being alone
When i need someone the most
And i know soon its gonna get worse
When one who's always been there
Leaves on her final journey....
Why arent you here?

 

[Queen Beat]

Much love and hugs.
Loneliness is the worst feeling in the world...

 

[plazma]

I'll contest what Queen Beat said, because thats my job.
I think that loneliness can serve a very important purpose, simply because it can allow you to find your feet in a time of crisis on your own, without having to base yourself on other people, a foundation which is inherently unstable.
Not your most polished work Ant, but full of raw sentiment.
-plaz out-

 

[harraser]

Not your most polished work Ant, but full of raw sentiment i was gonna pull it down for just that reason, but i decided i like the vulnerability of showing the shitter side of my writing so im gonna leave it here :D

 

[Queen Beat]

Plazma you're right. Sometimes good things can come from being lonely - but it's still the worst feeling in the world at the time.
When you're lonely you don't sit there thinking, 'Oh I'm glad I'm lonely because it's making me a stronger person.' Yu sit there and wonder why there is noone there to help you, noone who understands you ...
Anyways...semantics...

 

[cherub]

I wish I could say the words of comforter to sooth you, seems they are not enough.
I know you are such a strong person, and I know how it is to need someone there, I wish i could be there now for you hun. More then you know
wishing I was there for you now
hugs ant
Love you
cin

 

[Angelight]

Ant...i wish i didn't rush you off this morning, i wish i had the time to talk to you...maybe i could offer you some words of comfort.
I don't know what this is about, but i DO know that YOU know i can relate to every single words you put down here. You are strong, my friend. I know that much. You know where to find me.
love
ange

 

[Furnace]

much love, ant.
Taz.