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why am i tho only one messed up!?? spinoff thread

thesilence891

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i find sometimes now adays that il be dancing like a madman, rolling or not, drunk, or just sober feeling the music, im the only one that seems to really be getting down and loving life...

it seems that rolling or havng the time of your life is looked down upon as of late.. even at shows/raves.. i just want everyone on my level.. maybe its my area..

i have a strong urge to just become a big time dealer and supply these partys and show em what its all about haha (though i wont..)

unfortunatly i never got to experience the real RAVE where everyone was family and PLUR was truly the standard..

anyone feel this way?
 
Sounds like your going to the wrong kind of raves.

Ive been to ones like you are describing, not my kind of scene.

HOWEVER
not everyone is rolling at raves.

Take me for example,

I only like to 'roll' once ever 40 days , i like to wait longer tbh,
And so if i get invited out to a rave in that timespace, I just do ketamine when im out, (i dont drink you see)
 
where abouts do you live?

in my part of the UK, raves are all about letting go and going mental, and going around making friends on md.
 
HOWEVER
not everyone is rolling at raves.

Take me for example,

I only like to 'roll' once ever 40 days , i like to wait longer tbh,
And so if i get invited out to a rave in that timespace, I just do ketamine when im out, (i dont drink you see)

im not sayin everyone needs to be rollin, more like people just arent into goin all out/ having a great time..

im in the midwest USA btw.. i know that my city is lamme.. ive partied elseware and in the UK and yea u guys go HARD haha. wish everyware was like that.

i think i get the feeling that people think its looked down upon and that people will judge them for going all out and having a good time..
it probly just my city like you guys said.. ughhh..
 
yea u guys go HARD haha. wish everyware was like that.

Not when your a harm reductionist and everyone around you is taking way too much mdma :(

I can show up, take a 100mg capsule and enjoy my euphoria and fun for 4 hours, there isnt any need to keep dabbing away at mdma,
I know people who easily do half a gram in one night
 
OP - as others have said, seems you're barking up the wrong tree. Leave the clubs and such and wait for festival season to come back.
 
i totally feel you. it all has to do with the energy of the place, i believe. the small clubs seem to be full of judgment (not all the time) while massives and probably underground raves (never been to one) are just full of energy because there's so many people that don't give a fuck. as long as you don't give a fuck, someone might see that and in turn, spread the not giving a fuck around and eventually lead to a good time. sometimes it's hard but just be you and you'll have a good time, rolling or not.
 
im not sayin everyone needs to be rollin, more like people just arent into goin all out/ having a great time..

im in the midwest USA btw.. i know that my city is lamme.. ive partied elseware and in the UK and yea u guys go HARD haha. wish everyware was like that.

i think i get the feeling that people think its looked down upon and that people will judge them for going all out and having a good time..
it probly just my city like you guys said.. ughhh..

im from the midwest also.. havent notice a huge anti this or that at the parties i go to. opposite in fact... alot of people are just letting lose and having a good time. at least at the parties i went to. granted its not like it was in the 90's with the drop bass parties and even furthers in the mid west but the kids today still want to go out and have a good time..
 
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