I need to get used to this blog thing. I am not someone who expresses feelings naturally, but I figure BL is a great place to express my thoughts.
I am pretty straight and naive as far as drugs are concerned. I have no past drug addictions except for some experimental usage in my teenage years. I do, however, get asked why I am here, which is why I am adding to my blog.
Almost one year today, I lost my one true love. The one guy I truly believe was my soul mate. I am trying desperately to get past this first year, but I found Bluelight about a week after he died. I was looking for oxycontin information and the nature of the addiction. I found BL and didn't leave. I found that TDS was the first place where people understood addiction, understood the lifestyle, and who I could post pics and express my dire, low feeling of complete emptiness. I found BL had the ultimate information I needed not only for the science of the medication, but the understanding of why a junkie would OD on a drug rather than spend time with someone he claimed to love.
That is why I am on BL. Also, I
the Lounge and those people are not the trash of the Internet. They are some funny people who turn my sadness into laughter. Go-go Lounge!
I would like to thank BL for accepting this naive girl into the community. You guys rock!
I am pretty straight and naive as far as drugs are concerned. I have no past drug addictions except for some experimental usage in my teenage years. I do, however, get asked why I am here, which is why I am adding to my blog.
Almost one year today, I lost my one true love. The one guy I truly believe was my soul mate. I am trying desperately to get past this first year, but I found Bluelight about a week after he died. I was looking for oxycontin information and the nature of the addiction. I found BL and didn't leave. I found that TDS was the first place where people understood addiction, understood the lifestyle, and who I could post pics and express my dire, low feeling of complete emptiness. I found BL had the ultimate information I needed not only for the science of the medication, but the understanding of why a junkie would OD on a drug rather than spend time with someone he claimed to love.
That is why I am on BL. Also, I
the Lounge and those people are not the trash of the Internet. They are some funny people who turn my sadness into laughter. Go-go Lounge!I would like to thank BL for accepting this naive girl into the community. You guys rock!