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Whose a greedy little Addict?

I agree with Phreex for the most part on most of what he said, but I'll do any drug if im with the right person.
But if i ever score something like any form of fentanyl (sp) im doing that shit by myself and if it is with someone its going to be for the sole reason so i dont end up doing something dumb, I.E. cut myself etc etc etc
Some drugs are social some are not some people think all drugs are social some do not
Its all perspective here and nothing more
No rule ethics or any kinda crap everyone is different end of story
 
For the most part I dont really care, i'll do the drug alone or with people.
Speed - it's always good to have someone there to listen to my innane drivel, but cleaning the oven is just as good.
E -I like to have at least one friend around, But at some point I have to spend some time alone.
Opiates -I have some great using buddies, but it can get insane & heavy & I get annoyed by people being loud or too in my face. So either or, often I'll hook up with someone, go 1/2s in whatever it is then we'll go our seperate ways.I kind of like that with drugs there's no pretense that it about anything other than drugs (well some people , some drugs i guess).
Pot -only ever alone, but I dont like it,I only ever do it to test myself.
Benzos -preferably alone definately not in public.
Mmm i've wondered if the fact that I like to use alone means that i have more of a problem than I'm willing to admit...But I can justify it! I like to go to the movies alone, I like to travel alone, I LIKE being alone so it makes sense that i'm also gonna like to do drugs alone.
 
Pot, I rarely ever share now. Going out and trying to get a bunch of people motivated to leave the house after smoking 15 bowls usually ends in sitting watch boxing on HBO.
K, Heroin, just about any downer save OC's I like to do alone. Speed I prefer alone or in a situation where I have no responsibility and no authority to deal with (like weekend events/camping etc.). I tend to go on writing binges on meth, especially if it's good. I hoard it and don't share any usually.
E is boring by myself.
Acid: goes either way. by yourself, the first time, is a damn interesting experience.
Coke: Never alone. I don't like it enough, and get paranoid as fuck.
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PRAY, v.
To ask that the laws of the universe be annulled in behalf of a single petitioner confessedly unworthy.
*Ph.D in Cracktology*
AIM: Phentari
 
I have absolutely no clue where you would draw using drugs alone with being greedy.
I typically use drugs alone because my choice drugs provide very interpersonal experiences for me, or I use them as an extension of my creative side. I do not use drugs to party. I don't like to party. I don't like large groups of people. I don't like drug rants.
Part of the other reason I don't generally like to use drugs with others is because I like to be on the same level with people. Years ago I would use the same drugs with people, and I think it served as a way for me to connect with people because I felt so detached from society otherwise. Now when I use, I think I go onto a very different level than the others I am around. I contemplate big issues in my life, or I get into an expressive mood and will do something like draw or write music. So either the deep conversation is something the other person with me doesn't want, or nobody wants to sit me go off in my own world doing art.
As for greedy.. well, I don't believe my reasons for wanting to use drugs alone is greedy. Not in the slightest. I tend to buy drugs in quantity. I like to get a supply because I do not like being around people, particularly dealers. So this way I don't have to deal with people over and over. On the rare occassions I do use drugs with people, I have no problem supplying people. I never assume I will use all my drugs alone. I assume I will give a good amount away.
Cocaine is the only drug I like using around people whenever I use it. To me, part of the experience is the discussions you have with others while on it. Using it alone makes me very lonely and feel like I'm not getting the most out of it.
 
I'm a social drug user, with the exception of meth, which I will use to study/just stay awake for no reason, or (rarely) alcohol, if I just want a buzz when I'm eating my dinner.
 
I love to eat acid by myself. The first couple of times I tripped I was with a group of friends, yeah I had heaps of fun, but once I realised how much better it could be by yourself I never went back. I like to just sit there listening to all my music on a quality pair of stereo headphones. I'll shut my eyes, listen to the music and just sink inside my mind, exploring everything that comes into my head. I find this way I can get a lot more out of the drug.
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He's tricking us into meaning and pulling the rug out from under us at the same time. A nod, wink and a power fade to a culture that can't contain the labelisms any longer--the trickster is always the most subversive element in any culture--he leads us to our demise while inducing us to laugh, dance and die along the way.
 
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