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Whose a greedy little Addict?

fraxflame

Bluelighter
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You guys like snorting, banging, drinking, smoking ---> XYZ alone or with friends. I don't wanna hear about E cuz 98% of the time it's friends.
I'm usually greedy if it's coke or something I really dig. Unless there's a lovely lass next to me. I intend on putting PhreeX to the Pepsi...ummm coke challenge about his assertions concerning the 'flexibility' of chicks in front of coke.
continue....
 
Are you.. HIGH? That post made little sense to me.. what the hell are you talking about?
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"I am not one of those weak-spirited, sappy Americans who want to be liked by all the people around them. I don't care if people hate my guts; I assume most of them do. The important question is: 'What are they in a position to do about it?'" (William S. Burroughs)
 
Apologies for obscurity, The question is:
When you do your drugs do you do them alone?
Yes or NO?
 
Im only greedy to people who are in turn greedy to me
For example a friend of mine is supposedly getting some coke from a senior at school, (i highly doubt he does get it)
Now he said he wont let me tweak with him unless i get him some opium, and i cant get opium its through one of my friends whom he also knows, also im going to give him a great deal on shrooms once mine are ready to harvest, yet he still demands i give him something to tweak with him
Well i say FUCK YOU
wow that message was pointless
anyways
 
I almost always do my drugs alone... namely because I don't enjoy social contact, and I sit on my computer 12 hours a day for no reason other then because it's the path I have chosen.. the only drug I couldn't see doing alone is MDMA, but one other person would be all I want to be with...
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"I am not one of those weak-spirited, sappy Americans who want to be liked by all the people around them. I don't care if people hate my guts; I assume most of them do. The important question is: 'What are they in a position to do about it?'" (William S. Burroughs)
 
i too can be compleyely scandalous when it come to my drugs.
example: i buy some shit with a friend, i keep it at my house, i do some of it and tell said friend whatever is left is all we got. what can i say? that's what he gets for letting me keep it at my house, he'd a done the same to me. in the world of drugs, there is no honesty... no code of ethics... nything goes. all's fair in love and...drugs.
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"When danger or pain press too nearly, they are incapable of giving any delight, and are simply terrible; but at cetain distances, and with certain modifications, they may be, and they are delightful, as we every day experience."
--Edmund Burke
 
Depends.. if we break it down to a month of 30 days, I would say 20 of those days are "drug days" .. on a "drug day" I start when I either wake up, or when I get home from work.. my activities have always consisted of - using opioids, getting on the internet, using more opioids, spending more time on the internet... thats it...
But for every 20 days I am constantly using drugs, I have a good 10 days of being slap-fuck sober (the exception to "being sober" would include benzodiazepines).. recently the ratio has been even MORE in favor of being sober, seeing AS MUCH AS 14 days PER MONTH where I am NOT USING DRUGS... then again, this last mont saw about 25 days of drug use, 5 days sober.. insanity folks!
The only drugs I use are opioids and pharmacutical downers.. about twice a year I will find some special girl I think I am in love with, and end up rolling with her..
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"I am not one of those weak-spirited, sappy Americans who want to be liked by all the people around them. I don't care if people hate my guts; I assume most of them do. The important question is: 'What are they in a position to do about it?'" (William S. Burroughs)
 
about the only drugs I will do alone is G (and it's variants), benzos, and opiates (usually only pharmaceutical opiates because that's all i can get my hands on). occassionally I will do coke alone, but that's about it. I used to be a huge stoner, and i'd smoke weed alone, but I finally got a job that pays me enough to not smoke weed all the time. usually, if I make less than $12/hr, that is not enough money for me to not smoke weed all the time even with the threat of random drug tests. now I make almost twice that and get random drug tests and I won't touch the stuff. I have instead replaced it with G. a great substitute - it can't be detected in drug tests so i can be high when i piss! I do that stuff daily, sometimes several times daily. everytime I leave the house or get really bored, it's time for a cap of G. and i'm usually pretty liberal with sharing my G unless my bottle is getting pretty low. then i threaten to cut my friends off if they don't contribute money for me to order another bottle. if my internet sources ever go down, i am in big trouble.
[This message has been edited by Boo (edited 04 November 2001).]
 
I only like to do drugs with a few people that i know
The majority that i do know are just assholes are turn into add babies when on any kinda drug, pisses the shit out of me, ill be sitting there just being mellow and doing nothing and they will start horsing around or some shit, when im high (of almost anything) i like to just chill be mellow and have a good time, no running around or trying stunts and shit
 
in the world of drugs, there is no
honesty... no code of ethics... nything goes. all's fair in love and...drugs
Bullshit. You obviously know very little about the "world of drugs". There's plenty of honesty and there is definately a code of ethics. People like you tend to stay at the bottom of the food chain where drugs are concerned. Because of this, you really have no clue as to how it really works.
 
I almost always do my drugs in social situations. Partly becuase they make me alot more social, partly becuase I know that doing drugs alone is not only less satisfying, but is a sign of drug dependence. I feel like I get alot more out of doing drugs if I'm around people. Somehow it makes the effect better and makes it mean something. Like instead of being totally selfish and doing it just for yourself, you get to share your energy with people and make lasting memories.
 
It depends on the drug. Not all drugs are good for social settings. Ketemine, for example, gives me a very private and personal experience. There's no reason for me to be in a room full of people or a club when I;m trying to enjoy a nice, very deep khole. I get much more out of the chem if I am alone. Why cheat myself of the full experience?
Where did you learn that doing drugs by yourself is a sign of becoming dependent? That sound like something they try to brain wash you with in a detox facility.
 
fordprefect, its true that some drugs are better alone, but I dont use drugs like that. and I did hear that in rehab, but I've always known it was true. If you just think about it, you start off trying things with your friends and at parties. Its a real sign of how far into the process of drug addiction you are if you've started using alone.
 
passdablunt, I dont totally disagree with you. Almost totally tho. I did not start doing drugs with friends at parties, thus its not true that all people do. For some people, it may be a sign of dependance, specifically those who always used drugs socially, but now, as addicts, horde their drugs to themselves. Not the case for everyone else, which is the majority. For me, every drug I have chosen to sample was done by research, not by someone offering me some. Solo use can be rewarding, consider that at a party, or even a large group, its uncommon that everyone is on the same level. If you do drugs you should know what I mean, to really gain something, its best if people are on the same level, same plane. Parties to me are ok for alcohol or other shallow drugs, but a solo high can be very rewarding. I suppose to be objective I would say either way can be pos or neg, but I wouldn't classify solo use as anything more than what the term implies. Also, keep in mind how rehab works. Its a bunch of ex-addicts who feel better about themselves by trying to save everyone else, that seems to be a popular theme of their motivation. They make it so anyone will be an addict who needs help, its their job. They have figured out the best overall method for convincing people they want help and they have serious problems. Im not saying there program is bad, because some people really do need it like that. But keep in mind how it works. Everybody can relate to some 'steps' or stories they tell, they say what they will say to get people to stop, regardless of how true or biased it is.
 
to tell you the truth, what i said was pretty cynical. i was also pretty drunk when i wrote it. but still, i refuse to believe that everyone out there follows some unrwitten code of ethics. some people look good in rose colored glasses, but i have seen a lot of scandalous people out there, and i have been scandalized enough times to realize the way things can be sometimes. and yeah, i've done some scandalous things too, but they were the exception, not the rule. i'm certainly not bragging about it, just answering the question. i have definately done some things i am not too proud of. but to say that i must be "at the bottom of the food chain" and have "no clue" shows very little understanding of what i was trying (or at least attempting) to say. sorry if what i said came off the wrong way, but you don't really know me, and i think your judgement of me was a bit rash.
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"When danger or pain press too nearly, they are incapable of giving any delight, and are simply terrible; but at cetain distances, and with certain modifications, they may be, and they are delightful, as we every day experience."
--Edmund Burke
 
mostly alone because the majority of my friends just drink. and with coke i always end up drinking my self into a stuper at the beach so i can pass out when i run out. plus nobody can hang with me.
 
I heard the diatribe about "using alone is a sign of addiction" .. they forced that bullshit down our throats in a court-ordered treetment program ... I agree that it *can* be a sign, but it may also simply be the nature of the person..
I have ALWAYS been anti-social, even before drugs.. I would go straight from school and go hide in my room, watching TV, reading, playing video games, etc.. once I got a computer/internet access, that consumed 100% of my free time...
I would go to raves back when we had a scene in the area, only because I find ecstasy is more fun to do at a massive party, but anything else I would rather do alone - always have liked it best that way.. sorry, people use drugs alone because whats the point in being smacked out in a group of people? All that stand to happen is that you will lose your drugs and you are forced to deal with others.. I don't like to deal with others, I like to be alone...
My solitude drug use may amplify the fact that I am anti-social, but even sober I don't want to be around other people..
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"I am not one of those weak-spirited, sappy Americans who want to be liked by all the people around them. I don't care if people hate my guts; I assume most of them do. The important question is: 'What are they in a position to do about it?'" (William S. Burroughs)
 
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