Apollo16
Bluelighter
- Joined
- Jan 28, 2015
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- 66
I started drinking aged 17. I found it extremely euphoric and I never had hangovers. This all began in December of 2012 when I got drunk for the first time. These days, I just get a tired "dirty" feeling from alcohol. I feel depressed, tired and suicidal. I'm currently 6 bourtbon and colas in, and just feel like death, severe nausea and depression, which I didin't have before starting drinking today. Alcohol has "lost its magic" as MDMA users say. I am now turning to Opiates, GHB, and CLonazepam/Xanax to replace it. The opiates (oxy) and GHB are 1000x as euphoric, with no comedown or hangover.