Long time no post...
White Roches are the ‘standard’ in Glasgow for street vals just now.
I’ve had ones that say Roche 10mg, or just Roche 10 etc... some sweet, some with no taste.
Most I’ve had tested since hearing about Wedinos when starting this thread... all contain Etizolam.
Thing is, most other street vals up here contain Etizolam too! But, punters on the street will knock back anything but Roches. This has lead to umpteen different Roches doing the rounds in varying degrees of quality.
The best ones I had recently were a yellow pill, guy was finding them hard to sell because of the yellow colour and not being Roches. I can’t even remember what was stamped on them. But they were fucking good.
The worst I had was a batch of 500 I got in October from a guy I usually trust when buying from, but they were utter shite to the point of going into WD as me and my missus were away, so it ruined the trip as we were gibbering anxious wrecks. The problem was I couldn’t even confront him for my money back as he’d hack me up and I’d never be seen again, that’s the kind of person he is and associates with. I’ve just been keeping my distance and had to get a new source.
New source sells Roches (surprise, surprise). I bought a batch and they were hard, no sweetness at all, thought I had been bumped, but the things knocked me on my arse, so I bought 100, then 500 and he never once bumped me, weight was always same. But then suddenly I was given 500 Roches that were different - sweet, got a line down the back, where the others didn’t.
Problem is I was tapering on them, was on 20-25 a day at one point (some guys horse 50 at a time, it really is an epidemic is Scotland)now down to 8-9, after beating an IV H addiction with subs (which I’m proud about).
Thing is, I don’t know how good this new batch is, I bought enough to see me and
bird through Christmas and New Year. I work full time, so my usual routine is 2 at lunch at work, which focuses through any inter dose WD, then i take the remaining of my daily dose when I get home, and I usually fall asleep in front of tele. Although, I did take six of the new batch last night and they had me on my arse, nodding like opiates. So perhaps they’re stronger and it’s fucked my taper. You also hear of dealers doing 50/50 mix of dud pills and alright ones. Also, now I’m off work until 6th of Jan, so when I wake up I’m not as focused and I might pop two to see me through morning, eyes all fuzzy, when usually I’m fine if at work.
Anyone totally tapered from Etizolam? Now that I’m getting to lower doses I’m starting to worry that I’m going too fast, one pill drop a week just now, but I know I’ll need to slow down at some point.
Out of the frying pan and into the fire as they say, but I was a poly drug user, addicted to both. The benzos made the transition to subs better as well, I just want off it all and lead a normal life.
Will I always be addicted to something?