I don't know why I even continue to get upset every year...
Its my birthday in 4 hours and its ridiculous for me to be so sad.
The last time I received a birthday card from my family was just from my grandmother in 2005.
And I have a rather large family... 7 aunts and uncles, 2 god parents, 7 cousins...
I've never had a surprise birthday party, well really I've never had a birthday party that I didn't organize.
a certain someone jew'd (litterally he is jewish and is being cheap) out of plans for tomorrow, that I organized myself. Which he's never surprised me with anything anyway-- ever really. Not a winner in the romance department.
Im just super upset, I didn't do anything last year and I was looking forward to have a little superficial joy with a brazilian waxing and some lunch. Guess it was too much.
I'll just buy myself those Jeffrey Campbell $150 dollars shoes right now, and call it a gift to myself.
sigh.
Its my birthday in 4 hours and its ridiculous for me to be so sad.
The last time I received a birthday card from my family was just from my grandmother in 2005.
And I have a rather large family... 7 aunts and uncles, 2 god parents, 7 cousins...
I've never had a surprise birthday party, well really I've never had a birthday party that I didn't organize.
a certain someone jew'd (litterally he is jewish and is being cheap) out of plans for tomorrow, that I organized myself. Which he's never surprised me with anything anyway-- ever really. Not a winner in the romance department.
Im just super upset, I didn't do anything last year and I was looking forward to have a little superficial joy with a brazilian waxing and some lunch. Guess it was too much.
I'll just buy myself those Jeffrey Campbell $150 dollars shoes right now, and call it a gift to myself.
sigh.
