Because I had to do some things, we started 5 minutes ago...thank you very much for ur long and detailed reply.Thank you for the Netflix recommendation! And cocaine gets cheaper the closer you get to the source, given that North America's less of a haul from South America where Erythroxylum coca is cultivated, I'm not shocked it's cheaper here. It's funny how much stigma Germans put on drugs, here in the states we look at many drugs (methadone, GHB, MDA, etc.) as being very German as far as cultural associations. Not meth though. Why does meth have such a terrible reputation there? Compared to the mystery cathinones coming out of the Baltics, I'd imagine meth would be preferable, it lasts longer, you need much less, etc.
Is it just historical connotations to things like Pervitin? My apologies if that's an uncomfortable question, as a Romani man though I feel like nobody still alive today really has anything to feel bad about as far as that situation goes, outside of contemporary bigots trying to repeat it.
The reason that diazepam and amphetamine are viewed as inferior to their more potent and often equivalently priced relatives is just that, getting "the most bang for your buck" when it comes to which drugs are selected. Most Americans think there are three benzos: Diazepam, alprazolam, and clonazepam. They view clonazepam as the long and gentle one, xanax as the hard and fast one, and diazepam as a waste of time. That's because it's insanely rare to get a scrip for others, and our culture here surrounding benzos originates in redirected pharmaceuticals. The amount of people I've known with 5-10 separate, often overlapping medications prescribed to them is insane. I'm talking concurrent Ritalin and Adderall scrips, alongside a second benzo to help them sleep because their morning clonazepam is just there for anxiety, on top of a variety of antipsychotics and other pills. There's a lot to be said about the variance between people who are often overprescribed (older, richer, whiter) versus people who are underprescribed relative to the issues they face (younger, poorer, less white).
I'm unfamiliar with the music videos you're talking about, but temazepam, midazolam, flurazepam, and flunitrazepam as you mentioned are things I've never seen even once here despite ~12 years of being involved with various narcotics.
Pregabalin isn't a thing here because gabapentin is viewed as trash, and trying to sell somebody trash but better isn't really a great pitch. I personally love Gabapentin, to the point that when I'm eating my way through a bag of them I'll facetiously refer to them as "my side bitch Gabby" when around my boyfriend. I've yet to encounter pregabalin, it's become profoundly difficult to import recently and I suspect some pills given to me as "nerve pain pills" of ambiguous origin when I was young may have been pregabalin? I'm not sure, regardless THC is what's accessible to Americans, so it's what we use.
Many foreigners are less tolerant of THC than Americans, but I think when you grow up using it often (I started with oral THC at 13 years old, smoking it by time my asthma got better at 18), you don't get caught in the same weird thought loops and stigmatized feelings that others do. It's kind of a stereotype that people who aren't from the Western hemisphere will always bug out if you smoke them up, because they can't break the thought loops like we can. It reminds me a lot of smoking salvia, it's only for a certain type of person, but that person can be created by a certain culture that cultivates them. I have two friends here who grew up here with no childhood exposure to THC, and they freak the fuck out upon even a tiny dose, but can use LSD without concern which I find fascinating, as LSD has a much more intense potential for generating vivid hallucinations in my experience.
Another reason backing up Pregabalin's lack of popularity here in the states is likely the "chemophobia" of it. I've pressed THC into pills before and had people straight up refuse "that chemical garbage", despite it being identical to what they're smoking on right in front of me. Americans, likely due to our historically tense relationship to industrialized pharmaceuticauls ("big pharma"), are profoundly chemophobic and would eat a poisonous mushroom before taking a pill they aren't profoundly familiar with. Even then, I know many of Americans who've taken thousands of doses of known hepatotoxins just because they're over-the-counter, yet they won't touch mescaline or psilocin if it's extracted, only if it's in a raw plant form. An interesting exception is that these people often view LSD as a natural product for some reason.
The majority of opioids-in-the-benzo-supply stories are false, but I've personally come across some before when I was using benzos much more often in my youth. Popped a full bar from a new plug ~15-16 years old and nodded off in a park, came back and immediately texted the new plug about needing to meet with him ASAP. I handed him a bar and forgot to advise him to only pop a box of it (1/4 of that pressing, they were fake Farmaprams) and I weighed 45-50kg more than this guy, certainly with a higher opioid tolerance. We nearly had to hit him with the Narcan because we did not think he was coming back from that nod, but once he did he realized what he'd done, and tragically a life was lost due to his dumb ass not testing his bars until somebody twice his size comes back absolutely livid and forces him to confront what he's done. I've not heard of fentanyl being in pressies, this might've been fent, I've not a clue, once he came back he threw his remaining supply of those pressed Farmaprams in a firepit and started contacting clients, keeping a list of those that he couldn't get ahold of so we could keep our eyes out for the obituary. As fucked up as it is to say, given the amount of product that guy moved, it's fortunate that only a single death occurred as opposed to many, many more.
I'm very interested in benzos, they represent a form of perfection when compared to other depressants imo. They can be so many different things, and they're virtually impossible to overdose on. I often tout them as "the lysergamides of downers" since not only is their safety profile stunning compared to their predecessors, but they are also often potent enough to fit in blotter paper, which makes the ease of transit and stealth very high compared to other compounds you need more of. I'd love to be part of that private DM group if it's available! Feel free to DM me with any further info so we can keep it out of the public eye on this thread.
It's ~20 minutes past 17:30 where you are, I hope the ethyl loflazepate goes well!! And a few days ago I think you said your boyfriend's becoming either your fiancee or your husband imminently, congratulations on that!! I'm still probably a couple years away from that point (economically restabilizing after another health issue) but I can't wait to put a ring on his finger.
Im going to reply later or tomorrow and tell you then how it was and btw. no, its not a problem asking me things like Pervitin, but thanks for the empathy...you can always ask me anything, also such sensitive things, just because im from Germany, im not offended so dont worry.
Have a nice day and im going text you here, or in the DM's about the benzo trip