TheSacredTree
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So... As the title says, i was prescribed (or should i say self-prescribed) Remeron in the middle of last year after asking the doctor if we can try it out because i refused to take any SSRI's and that's all he seemed to want to prescribe. For the first couple months, the 15mg he prescribed worked well for both my insomnia and depression but around the 4th month it stopped working all-together so we upped it to 30mg and didn't even notice a difference, still no effect. The alarming part happenned last week however when i forgot to take the remeron for a couple days while away from home. By the time i was supossed to take it on the third day, i had the worst anxiety ever. It felt like i was having a panic attack for an entire hour, my head felt like it was being clamped in a vice grip, i was having muscle cramps all over, and it basically just felt like i was having a super intense come down but with more physical pain. It lasted until i took that night's pill and then i immediately felt normal again. Needless to say, this scared me quite a bit and i think i may have my first addiction.
What i'm wondering though is, how is Ambien? I feel like it might put me to sleep much easier than the Remeron did anyways and much quicker too. But how addictive is it? Do you think the withdrawals would be much worse with the ambien than they will be with the remeron? And which is generally considered safer for long-term insomnia treatment? Also, does Ambien produce the same super vivid dreams that Remeon does? I love those dreams, it's like a bunch of movies in my head and i can remember them for months down the line. Even the nightmares which actually end up being cool in retrospect. I don't really even need the anti-depressant anymore because it turns out that was just coming from high blood sugar and severe anxiety and i take Klonopin for that now (which i'm thinking will help with the Remeron withdrawals as well).
Or should i quit with the remeron and klonopin and try for Secobarbital instead? Or is that MUCH more dangerous since it's a Barbiturate? I don't abuse any of my medications if that's important information though.
Any help would be appreciated.
What i'm wondering though is, how is Ambien? I feel like it might put me to sleep much easier than the Remeron did anyways and much quicker too. But how addictive is it? Do you think the withdrawals would be much worse with the ambien than they will be with the remeron? And which is generally considered safer for long-term insomnia treatment? Also, does Ambien produce the same super vivid dreams that Remeon does? I love those dreams, it's like a bunch of movies in my head and i can remember them for months down the line. Even the nightmares which actually end up being cool in retrospect. I don't really even need the anti-depressant anymore because it turns out that was just coming from high blood sugar and severe anxiety and i take Klonopin for that now (which i'm thinking will help with the Remeron withdrawals as well).
Or should i quit with the remeron and klonopin and try for Secobarbital instead? Or is that MUCH more dangerous since it's a Barbiturate? I don't abuse any of my medications if that's important information though.
Any help would be appreciated.