I tried many times to enjoy DXM, but for some reason, whenever I took it, something happened. One time I got caught, but didn't get that high, the second time I got too high and my mom knew I was fucked up but I convinced her I was just having an acid flashback, and that I had not taken any drugs (I use this excuse whenever I do a little too much of a drug, and I see someone at school or work who gets worried and/or offended that I'm using drugs at school/work. (so naturally everybody who knows me knows that I have used drugs, but only a few of those people know I currently use.
Also, pretty much any strong stimulant that isn't amphetamine( racemic or dextro), methamphetamine, cocaine, MDMA, and Ethylphenidate. Methylphenidate, Benzedrine, mdpv, and a few others are just really bad, either because they have a terrible comedown, side effects, or they just don't make me feel good. After doing meth though, cocaine seems like it would belong in this list, although IV coke is so euphoric that putting cocaine in the list of drugs I hate would be a lie. Especially since I was on it for most of high school.
Lastly, I'm gonna say nicotine and caffeine. It might seem weird, but these two muddied up my mind and my physical energy after I had been using them both regularly, until after a while, I was feeling lethargic, lazy, and depressed every day, due to the fact that since I have add, stimulants that I'm tolerant of give me an extremely sedating experience, even the mild ones like these two. I've quit both, I have about a month for nicotine and a month and a half for caffeine, and I feel so much better. I don't wake up with headaches and cravings, I can focus on my work without having a cigarette lit at all times, and I don't have the almost painful urge to shit multiple times a day, cause of the coffee and 5 hour energy that I would take to keep me awake throughout the day. When I combined this with adderall, as prescribed, it worsened a tenfold, and I couldn't do ANYTHING unless I had consumed some sort of stimulant. Nowadays, my stim use is not daily, and I'm usually sober during the day, saving the drugs the night. Nicotine addiction kept me grounded for about two years in high school, and those two years I missed out on really fucked me up a bit., as I wasn't able to develop socially, and all my friends were very socially savvy, while I had to do a ton of coke and have a few beers before I could approach a stranger or work up the nerve to try to get a girl to come upstairs with me.
I would also say the stimulants that I still use, as they really do something to brain that makes me crave it, and my brain seems to think that stimulants are what I personally was designed for, and that I need them to function. I'm putting it out there, but I still use them, albeit more responsibly, and enjoy them quite a bit, so I can't say that I hate them, but I wish that I had never tried them, and that I could have stayed the happy go lucky tripper spiritual psychonaut kid that I started as, smoking a bit of weed but for the aesthetic and creative values to expand my mind and feed my creative psyche with raw, unadulterated creativity. I was used to the idea of these drugs being ok, when I made the smart move to try adderall, which was justified as being safe in my mind. Then I put what probably was the final nail in the coffin that made me an addict: took MDMA. I couldn't resist the temptation to use it. As it was rampant in my high school, almost as easy to acquire as weed, which was literally easier to get than a can of soda. I would use at school almost twice a week, sometimes rolling everyday for stretches of time. Then The tolerance grew so much that I couldn't afford to roll for 50 bucks for just one trip. I then started selling e, making a ton of cash due to the 500% profit(2 bucks to buy, 10 - 15 from selling. So I started doing coke, which at the time I could afford. I then went to rehab, and got put on adderall for add. I started taking up to four times my prescribed dose, and this continued until a year ago, spanning about 5 yeArs of being on speed. Eventually I realized that I was addicted to stimulants, and stop taking the meds. Since then I have tried meth, and due to forced self control to prevent addiction, I have been using it sparingly, but still, I find myself day dreaming about it. About the boundless energy and superpowers that I could get. Ironically, I'm on meth as I type this, but it has been over three weeks since the last time I have used street meth recreationally. During 11th grade and freshman year in college, I was addicted to opiates, but the addiction was nothing compared to the craving of stimulants. It's probably due to my add, and how it led to me trying to fit a hole that wasn't cut out for me, and stims got me there, so it's kind of ironic that I used drugs to be socially acceptable in the normal, no -drug addict circles, like school and family. I find now that add was merely an illusion created by my own self image and esteem, and now when I want to focus, I use no drugs (unless its an "emergency" like forgetting to study and cramming on the last minute) but rather the soberest mindset that I can possibly reach.
Other notable drugs Im not too fond of are diphenhydramine, dimenhydrinate, meclizine (I think that what it's called), datura, pcp (only had it laced in weed so I had a bad experience, but after using ketamine, I think pcp might be fun now that dissociatives are more familiar to me), mushrooms and I have a love/hate relationship, as every other time I use them, I have a bad trip. Only had one good trip, and I've only used it three times. The last of which was the most unpleasant experience of my life, and the repercussions ruined my teenage years. Also soma, as I was addicted to it but never even got actually high off it, so it was essentially a money sucker without any rewarding effects or much of anything besides falling asleep randomly, oftentimes in awkward places at awkward times.
Jesus I thought that was like a short paragraph, I fucking rant hard on meth, haha