Out of the drugs I have tried
- Alcohol; I dó somewhat enjoy the effects, but I hate how it makes people really, really dumb under influence and I just don't like drunk people and especially dislike talking to drunk people; they keep forgetting what they said, what you said and give answers to questions that are overly simplistic and at times might not even make sense; I might as well talk to my cat, seems more useful. I don't like the hangover either, but I mostly hate how it makes people stupid.
- Nitrous Oxide, must first of all mention its a love / hate kind of situation; I used to really, really like it, especially combined with psychedelics and it was one of the best things ever; then a few months ago something changed and I'm not sure how but almost every single time I do it, even if I do it otherwise sober, I get a sort of very deep feeling of something being horribly terrible wrong, no actual thoughts, just the feeling, but to describe it I'll compare it to situations (which I don't think happen, it just feels that way), like everyone in the room suddently dying, realising the cute new born kitten you're looking at is in fact dead etc. Just that horrible 'everything took a turn for the worst' feeling in a very intense way, its no fun. Its really the nitrous too, as soon as the effects are gone I feel all good again. Weird stuff, especially because it used to be great. I still do it, trying to fix this sort of problem, which isn't really working, and recently tripping without nitrous was absolutely wonderful, so calm and peaceful for a change.
Out of drugs I háven't tried
I must mention, I can't say I hate the drug if I've never even done it, but I have one I have something specific against which I feel I should mention anyway, but its not like the above drugs where I can tell exactely what I don't like, so I'll instead mention why I don't like it based on situations with other people.
- Heroin, because I didn't like seeing people fall into addiction and loosing everything and even their own humanity at some point, and their eyes looked dead. It quite scared the shit out of me, and even though I already intended to absolutely never do it that definatly comfirmed my ideas.