To keep things simple, I need help. In any form.
I've been abusing a bunch of sedatives and benzodiazepines to an extreme extent for 10 years. Alcohol came much later into the mix, and has become a big problem over the last couple of years.
Where can I find some people to relate to, or to help me? I can function fine most days but my addiction problems are bad, real real bad.
As I write this post, I'm on: 20mg zolpidem, 25mg valium, 75mg doxylamine, 2g of phenibut, 70mg codeine, 4 cones deep and 18+ drinks deep right now and still not sleeping or passed out.
I want to be normal, who do I go and see? Where can I find support? I feel so fucking alone right now.
Any help would be appreciated, my life is fucked right now.
I've been abusing a bunch of sedatives and benzodiazepines to an extreme extent for 10 years. Alcohol came much later into the mix, and has become a big problem over the last couple of years.
Where can I find some people to relate to, or to help me? I can function fine most days but my addiction problems are bad, real real bad.
As I write this post, I'm on: 20mg zolpidem, 25mg valium, 75mg doxylamine, 2g of phenibut, 70mg codeine, 4 cones deep and 18+ drinks deep right now and still not sleeping or passed out.
I want to be normal, who do I go and see? Where can I find support? I feel so fucking alone right now.
Any help would be appreciated, my life is fucked right now.