**When**

[cherub]

The way i feel seems impossible to find the words,
A mix of fear, and strength all rolled into one
Moments of tears that sometimes flow when i least expect it
numbness takes over at moments
and then thoughts of faith
Faith in myself

I struggle as to what I see around me
confused as to why it has come to this,

People failing me to have faith in them anymore
Finding scare to figure out where my support lays

Forces I feel taking over
making choices I am fighting against
I want to fight this and I can't
I want to to end soon and I can't
but I fear how long it will last.

when will I find the words when will i be able to explain
when will it be over
when will this confused pain stop.

 

[Dastrix Slogan]

Good that you are writing it down, we must chat soon again!

 

[ButrosButros_Grantos]

^^^Sentence good structure lol

Cherub, with the opening line it betrays the pain/sorrow for what could be worse than a lack of words? Or the ability to find them?

I struggle as to what I see around me
confused as to why it has come to this,

...I hope you find peace in something and hopefully your writing is allowing it a little...

 

[RareForm]

I truly, sincerely hope you're doing well, and getting along. I know you're having a rough time right now. but atleast you've found the words dear.

**********HUGS**********

 

[plazma]

Expressing yourself strengthens you, allows you to face what lurks within, and what lurks without. This is a damn good poem, an expression of emotion trapped too long perhaps?

You're tough mommabear, and don't let no-one tell you different! :D

-plaz out-

 

[realm]

Man i really like your style of writing, personally i can only rhyme. I'm not able to express myself like this and you appear to be really talented at this style of writing. I feel your pain but keep your head up and keep on writing it will at least bring you some amount of peace where there is none.