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cloud 9

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when will the payoff come
when will the loneliness that steals my heart
when will the money from working so hard
when will the life be so great
when will you want me for who i am
when will you miss me for who i was
when will you realize it might pass you by
when will you understand that your so great
when will these words come to and end.
never so long as i have these thoughts
of doubt, of loneliness, of fear
that what i want doesnt matter
as long as its for the greater good
the good that one day everyone will see
except me, cause i'll still be writing
never being happy, at least thats how it will
probably be.
[ 06 December 2001: Message edited by: cloud 9 ]
 
:(
awwww in a few short days i'll get to talk to you about whatever in person...that has to cheer you up somewhat
 
you need to get out of this slump Cloud, you're depressing the hell out of me.
times are only as tough as you make them. you may think you have it bad, but compared to people in other countries right now, your life is a sunny beach. dont dwell on your hardships... focus on your greatness.
(you ARE great, ya know)
 
HaHaHa, before you get offended Im not laughing at you or your beutiful words, Im laughing at the times when I used to ask all those same questions. If you want something you go and get it,dont sit around waiting for it to come cause it never will.Everyone feels doubts and fear, and theres only two things you can do about them:
1.wallow in your fears and let them cripple and eventually destroy you
2. work on in spite of your fear and eventually it'll go away.youve just got to push through it.
So there are your choices,which will you choose?
 
cloud,
It is normal to ask "When?", especially when something precious to us hangs in the balance. But sometimes we can get so caught up in the "When" that we miss the wonderful things about the here and now of life.
Don't forget to stop and see the beauty in today. The "when" answers will come, but some things can't be rushed.
Remember, life is not about the end result...it's more often about the journey.
Okay, you may call me sensei master now :) .
...and E-girl is right, you are truly wonderful.
Caress
 
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