when you're away

[Mellabopper]

i might as well be
halfway across the world
or even just
halfway across the country
but wherever i am
my thoughts remain the same
i wonder about you
what you are doing
how you are feeling
possibly are you thinking of me, too?
or do i miss you more than you miss me?
when its late like this
and no one else in my house is awake
i begin to think...
i wonder what i am even doing
why i expect certain things
from certain people
or what is expected of me?
should i wait a bit longer?
or give it up right away?
exactly what do you mean to me?
do i feel i know you well enough
to open my soul just yet?
maybe i'm just forgetting
how it feels
to look into your eyes
to feel your arms around me
and to just be with you
no complications
no nothing
and for a second
all defenses down
everything is finally
perfect.
when are you coming home?
i miss you...
12-25-00 (2:05 am)
Mellabopper
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[koz143]

leaves me speachless

 

[EvoldicA]

Very sweet, nothing more that I can say :

 

[bLueSunShiNe]

Hon that was beautiful...a couple months ago I went through something similar w/someone I was dating. I actually did open myself up to him and left myself vulnerable...I ended up getting hurt, but I don't regret a minute of it...b/c w/out being vulnerable I never would have known what it was like to really love someone, and know they loved you back.
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*~much love and fuzzy hugs~*~
*~bLueSunShiNe~*~

 

[Aja909]

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-Meep-

 

[buzzy]

True, true. So very true...
>hugs<
-buzzy