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When you can't find the one you want!

jesusmaker

jesusmaker

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Does anybody else get bummed out or frustrated when they can't find the specific psych they want? but of course there are others that are around that you like but you really wanna do a certain one...and it just isn't in town anymore

What do you do...just take the one that's available? or go out searching far and wide? or just wait?
 
Well I wanted to try mescaline for a long time so during the time when I couldn't get a hold of it I took other drugs and when it came a long I bought as much as a could afford.

But I wasn't exclusively out for mescaline so might not apply.(?)
 
I couldn't find shrooms/LSD/mescaline so I turned to research chemicals. I still can't find LSD and mescaline but I can trip whenever I want and on a wide enough variety of substances that I'm content for now, although I'm gonna be bummed if I get to a ripe old age without trying those two classics.
 
Yeah it is situation I also hate. I just decided to eat whatever I want and not what is available. I have 2C-P in my stash, but I dislike it, but I wish for 2C-I, so I will just wait for time when I get 2C-I, fuck 2C-P.

And LSD man, nobody sells it. It's driving me crazzzeee. But, I know the day will come when someone comes to me and says, "Hey, do you need some ell--esss---diii??". Puppy eyes begin to emerge, and second later, there is money on his hand. Not to mention LSD in my hand :D.
 
Why do you dislike 2C-P? 2C-I isn't my fave but at later points in my life I can see it being a useful member of my stash.
 
IMO 2c-i is very light and boring compared to 2c-p but to each their own.

For those looking for mescaline, you'll never find it unless you have a friend who does an extraction and is willing to part with it. Mescaline is not a street drug; extract it from san pedro cactus and you'll have it (plus some other alkaloids but still). If someone does try to sell you mescaline, be very suspicious and ask them questions, as it's most likely just a 2c-x.

You can also grow mushrooms quite easily yourself. With LSD, you'll find it if you know the right people.

Just noticed OP is from kingston/ottawa; i used to live in both places and in ottawa there was plenty of great LSD; you really have to know the right people however (basically anyone who knows their shit about psychedelics in the area can probably find it).
 
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yes i tend to get my heart set on just one specific one, and then search up and down for it. you can usually find what you're looking for if you want it enough!

no compromises!

LSD for example, is so easily transportable (no scent, tiny size) i think it is likely you can find it everywhere in the world. but at the same time, its difficult to always be in the mood for LSD
 
Personally, I almost always have a list of drugs I am and am not interested in trying at the moment. So if I can't find the ones I'm looking for then no, I'm not tripping until I do.

For example, right now I'm rebooting from a shocking trip. So I've decided I'm only interested in low doses of 2C-B, mescaline and maybe mushrooms, for the moment. (It was a mushroom trip.) If someone offered me DMT right now, I'd be ecstatic to have DMT, but I would stack the stuff away for the next six months or so until I'm ready to use it.
 
shishigami said:
Why do you dislike 2C-P? 2C-I isn't my fave but at later points in my life I can see it being a useful member of my stash.
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I don't trip the same way people do on 2C-E and 2C-P. They all get "intense wow" effect, but I just sit there stimulated, very emotional-depressed, and most of time thinking too deeply to even enjoy it (it's usually bad stuff).

While on 2C-I, I get that super funny retarded feeling with very speedy&euphoric rushes, nice color enhancement and a bit of patterning. I also laugh like hell on it.

Dunno, 2C-P just isn't for me, and I like LSD a lot (it's actually the best drug ever for me).
 
Yes I know the feeling but I think you should just try to be more patient. If you are unable to find things in the span of decades then that is unfortunate, you could say that you are doing something wrong but there are definitely rare ones and you need to find an opening into circles that can either find new things or forward you. That's as much as I wanna talk about it, other things might be considered source discussion.

Anyway I never really had this problem for a really long while, in the course of 5-6 years I have pretty much found everything I was looking for and more. And ironically beyond a certain point I became preoccupied with other things and now don't really have the opportunity to sample novel things anymore. But perhaps in the future. They will definitely wait for me in the freezer. ;)

Also, I am glad I didn't find drugs more quickly or easily than I have because it has forced me to start modest and gradually broaden my horizon. One of the first things I think when someone asks if certain really potent psychedelics like DMT are suitable for a first time tripping is: it would ruin the development. Compare it to a game like RTS if you will, if you use cheat codes and bypass the tech tree to have everything available it's extra fun for a really short while and then becomes old quickly and it can be harder to appreciate the weaker and odd things the same way. It's not what I would call a gradually integrated path because you create a much 'tighter' frame of reference that way. Sure at that point you can fine tune but I would not expect your sensitivity to be the same.
 
Solipsis said:
Yes I know the feeling but I think you should just try to be more patient. If you are unable to find things in the span of decades then that is unfortunate, you could say that you are doing something wrong but there are definitely rare ones and you need to find an opening into circles that can either find new things or forward you. That's as much as I wanna talk about it, other things might be considered source discussion.

Anyway I never really had this problem for a really long while, in the course of 5-6 years I have pretty much found everything I was looking for and more. And ironically beyond a certain point I became preoccupied with other things and now don't really have the opportunity to sample novel things anymore. But perhaps in the future. They will definitely wait for me in the freezer. ;)

Also, I am glad I didn't find drugs more quickly or easily than I have because it has forced me to start modest and gradually broaden my horizon. One of the first things I think when someone asks if certain really potent psychedelics like DMT are suitable for a first time tripping is: it would ruin the development. Compare it to a game like RTS if you will, if you use cheat codes and bypass the tech tree to have everything available it's extra fun for a really short while and then becomes old quickly and it can be harder to appreciate the weaker and odd things the same way. It's not what I would call a gradually integrated path because you create a much 'tighter' frame of reference that way. Sure at that point you can fine tune but I would not expect your sensitivity to be the same.
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Ya I totally understand the making your way up the psychedelic "tech" tree, because I have and agree with that path. I just am living in Ottawa right now and only for the summer so it is hard to get into those circles in my limited time. In Kingston I have connections for a lot of different psychs which keeps me happy but I wanted to trip at least once this summer and it has taken me so long to develop a few contacts that may or may not come through. Just a little frustrating but c'est la vie...and I guess I will just meditate more and learn about more substances and extractions until the time comes when I get something in my hand.

Also just watching psychedelic lectures, documentaries, movies etc. gives me the urge to do it so much more haha monkey see monkey do monkey trip monkey evolve! (Terence Mckenna taught me that)

here is an awesome quote I thought I would share just cuz I believe it to be true

Watch your thoughts, for they become words.

Watch your words, for they become actions.

Watch your actions, for they become habits.

Watch your habits, for they become character.

Watch your character, for it becomes your destiny.
 
ahh sometimes it does not seem like there is enough time to get everything done, i don't just mean trying new psychoactives... the endless to do lists ahhhhh
 
I don't live in an exactly privileged place to buy drugs and it is even worse to find psychedelics, so what I try to do is to explore the drugs that I have access the most I can, mainly marijuana.
 
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