When I look in the mirror...

[Rhiannon]

I was going to type up a poem I wrote about what I feel when I look in the mirror, and how much I hate myself, but it's far too painful. If I do that, I'll start crying right here in the middle of the library...not good. I completely hate myself. It's not painful, though, anymore. I'm not hurt that I hate myself, because everyone else does too.
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[dellusion187]

i don't hate you!!!! not that this means much since i've never met you, but i've read some of your posts, and you seem like such a great person.....chin up babe.....listen to some music.....it cleanses the soul.....truely.
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[Rhiannon]

...thank you? I listen to music constantly. Phish, Tool, Nirvana, and trance rule. My soul is still...whatever it is now. Hated.
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[dellusion187]

try the new Incubus cd...........guaranteed to make you cry if you're sad or rock along if you're happy.......good stuff!
if it makes you feel any better i wanted to be a writer since everyother career path i chose seems to dead end, but this one has too....no one likes what i write....well falkers....i dun care no more.....i'm just gonna write for me now.....bleh. utterly hopeless, yet still somehow hopeful!
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[This message has been edited by dellusion187 (edited 21 September 2001).]