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What's your afternoon fix? are you missing anything today?

Ugh.

Was supposed to get more hydros today or tomorrow- now it is "sometime next week" - with no certainty at all.

Now I may be cut off, just like that.

So stressful I have even been thinking about trying a tiny bit of klonopin or a single shot of tequila- however I am most definitely living with the "kindling" phenomenon after many years of addiction to both of those in the past- and that would be a huge gamble.

This is so no bueno. Absolutely nonoptimal :cry:
 
Had a good shot of meth a little while ago. Traded a few hits of 25e-NBOH for bud yesterday and 0.54g bud for a shot of meth today. It was a good shot.

Smoked some loud
Vaped Delta 8
 
simstim said:
Had a good shot of meth a little while ago. Traded a few hits of 25e-NBOH for bud yesterday and 0.54g bud for a shot of meth today. It was a good shot.

Smoked some loud
Vaped Delta 8
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Still chasing my crystal on foil, a pinch at a time, with a little scoop of caffeine powder. . . which does seem to keep the shards from burning up right away, so that's a help.

Overall, though, this method is pretty damn wasteful. Some of it actually ends up sliding off the foil entirely since the melted crystal/caffeine doesn't stick very well after it cools. Kind of ridiculous, but then the price of meth is ridiculous – if you spill 50mg of shards onto the carpet, nowadays, picking them up hardly seems worth the effort.

I assume the real ya ba pills stick to foil better, maybe due to binders, like our current "M30" fentanyl pills, which actually stick really well if you apply a tiny bit of heat. In my experiments, powder fentanyl mixed with caffeine also sticks to foil much better than crystal does, even though the fent/caff doesn't run down it as nicely.

Later, I might grab a new Franzia 5L box to drink as the afternoon winds down – probably the sweet, low-alcohol [9%] "Crisp White," unless it happens to be priced the same as the harsher, higher-alc. [~12.5%] "Chardonnay."
 
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JTemperance said:
Still chasing my crystal on foil, a pinch at a time, with a little scoop of caffeine powder. . .

Caffeine does seem to keep the shards from burning up as quickly, so that's a help. Overall, though, this method is pretty damn wasteful and it wouldn't be economical if prices weren't so ridiculously low. Some of it ends up sliding off the foil entirely, since the melted crystal (or blend w/ caffeine, at least) doesn't stick to the foil very well, loosening as it cools.

I assume the real yaa baa pills are better at sticking, maybe because of binders, like our "M30" fentanyl pills which stick to foil incredibly well. Powder fentanyl mixed with caffeine anhydrous also sticks to the foil much better than crystal, IME, though it doesn't run so great.

Later, I might grab a new Franzia 5L box to drink as the afternoon winds down – probably the sweet, low-alcohol (9%) "Crisp White," unless it happens to be priced the same as the harsher, higher-alc. (12.5% IIRC ) "Chardonnay."
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Nothing goes with stimulants like a nice box of grapes.
 
gotta have my afternoon weed

And took a low dose of dope. (norco 2.6mg's, the larger portion vs. 2.4mg) of a 10mg325apap hydrocodone

is helping <3

edit: green tea with pomegranate w lovely caffeine
 
I am trying to get better everyday. tomorrow is another day. we have to be strong. i will check back.
take care. thank you for talking. i wish us all the strength that we will need. remember never give up
and do stay strong. stay awesome !
 
also i am really struggling bad lately. i hope it is just a bad spell and i can stay strong to get through this too.
 
strangelemon said:
Hylite maybe you will join us over at my Taper" thread. I liked having you there once before.
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Okay. Hi. I am back. So I am going to have to go without pain medicine but not without pain now.

So talk about weaning. I have been for I dont' know I can barely remember at this point. I quit one time for a year and that was tough. But I took xanax to help my pain because it is quite relaxing. But big mistake. I took it for a year.

And had to yeah try not to take a lot by substituting weed when ever possible. Xanax caused nothing but problems for me. I think so. . And led to really bad headache's, cluster headache worse than a migraine. But just horrible. Blurred vision and all kinds of Crap when I took it so much all year long. It was amazing I was able to quit it after a year. But then it was for only one year.

So I went back on hydrocodone and tapered. But just small. Which means anything less than 10mg's/325apap aspirin. I hated taking that much aspirin and it is dangerous.

Just thinking about quitting my low doses is seriously Killing me. It's devastating. That was fantastic how you caught the taper amount so well. Many may not know what I am saying.

Yes the dose is that low AND it does make a BIG difference when I am laying there feeling like I am dying and it helps so much that I look forward to having something to help when the pain starts attacking again and whenever it does.

The only other that observed the low dosage and actually commented on this also was from Admin. lol Adim Xorkoth. But he had good perspective and awareness to realize that I am actually saying . . . . . . 2.5 or 2.4mg's can make ALL the difference in the world. Sometimes I treat myself and have a big dose at around 7mg's of a ( 10mg hydrocodone, of course ) and really enjoy it up being pain free.

I mean I am even trying to put it out there to say it is actually the TRUTH how low like LOW these dose's actually are ! I usually can't go more than or over 24 hours though without something.

It sure helps when I feel like I am dying though and then I can sleep without being in pain. I can't even imagine others doing massive amounts like they do. That would either kill me or at least be a waste of a bunch of pills at once. Lol. Yup, so here I am now.

And I got the crazy idea from BL here on the forum. Lol. When they were discussing if high enough Imodium doses can be as good as an opium dose to help with withdrawals. And then I thought Whoaa ! If a large dose of Imodium can do all that Just think what I can do with a small dose of opioid.

And I think it is now going on at least two years. At least as long as the covid. Because that's how I stayed healthy is by taking opioid. I mean I always had three of four of five 10mg's hydrocodone on me at all times when I would leave home. Just in case like if I got stranded or had to work extra hours. Or I would just have them in case I needed.

And no more than 5mg's or less and only as long as I could hold out. I would try for at least eight to ten hours minimum. At times only six hours. But 24 hr's was usually way too rough. So this went on yes probably over two years now. But yah time fly's when you are able to have fun I guess.

So no one probably wants to believe that I can stay stable or at least have the chance to try on such low dose's. Nor can they actually believe that it helps. But God sometimes it's the difference between being happy and curled up in a little ball and crying out in pain.

Probably have a pinched nerve from surgery and I didn't keep up with my stretching for physical therapy. Don't know at this point. Just opioid are just so taboo now. Because they practically are one of the worse forbidden things on the planet right now. Fck. All because of pain.

But yeah thank gawwd for weed too or I would probably have to experience the horrible misery of a day. He hee. Yeah. Lol. Life !!

But on a positive note I truly believe that anything in moderation could actually be a good thing and also helpful sometimes in some way. For those that believe some how we can make things happen one way or another whatever way or this way or that. Maybe thc will also have to help as much as it can and for Now.

I don't know what I am going to do without it now because everything just turns all evil on me when I go without you know. So I guess I will just have to try to stay good with weed instead. Sugar and caffeine didn't work that well either.

I fell asleep and accidentally deleted some of this. But yes, now, here I am.
I am hoping to get through this. But it hurts.

Thank you, just got back again to the forum since yesterday. <3
 
Omg I posted this in the wrong. !!! Looo

Omg I am still trying to taper
 
edit: I need a dose now from so much pain. i am running low on medication.
 
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