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so.. i've been in a blah mood for awhile now. i'm not talkative, i don't care what other people have to say.. basically, i'm not myself.
but tonight i took some meow and *poof* i'm myself again. i'm friendly, i enjoy talking to people, i have interesting things to say, i ask interesting questions, and so on and so forth. most important i can keep a conversation going, which is something i've been UNABLE to do lately.
the problem is i know i won't be me (i'm hoping the real "me" is the friendly person) when i wake up in the morning. i obviously can't do meow everyday for the rest of my life. what can i do? talk to a doctor? but i don't see how i can explain this well. "so, doc.. i'm in a depression 99% of the time. but when i do drugs i'm an ordinary, normal person. prescribe me something and fix me please."
advice.. anything.. is welcome. sorry if this post is all over the place, because i kind of am right now. =)
so.. i've been in a blah mood for awhile now. i'm not talkative, i don't care what other people have to say.. basically, i'm not myself.
but tonight i took some meow and *poof* i'm myself again. i'm friendly, i enjoy talking to people, i have interesting things to say, i ask interesting questions, and so on and so forth. most important i can keep a conversation going, which is something i've been UNABLE to do lately.
the problem is i know i won't be me (i'm hoping the real "me" is the friendly person) when i wake up in the morning. i obviously can't do meow everyday for the rest of my life. what can i do? talk to a doctor? but i don't see how i can explain this well. "so, doc.. i'm in a depression 99% of the time. but when i do drugs i'm an ordinary, normal person. prescribe me something and fix me please."
advice.. anything.. is welcome. sorry if this post is all over the place, because i kind of am right now. =)