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Whats worse junkies or meth heads

I think junkies (not all) can be kind of annoying because they play the "poor me" game and bring lots of drama into other people's lives. They do it just to get what they want without giving a fuck about how their family and others perceive them. Like I said NOT ALL do this but it seems to be fairly common. My cousin is a junkie and is the same age as me and he is way more fucked up than me and hasn't been on heroin as long as I've been on meth. He had some friends over doing heroin at his mom's (my aunt) house and this one girl overdosed and DIED. Holy shit I can't imagine how horrible that would be to deal with.

I'm a meth user and have been for 7 years now, smoking shards pretty much all day everyday and I don't look or act anything like the stereotypical tweaker. Ok well maybe I get a little crazy sometimes but I'm not a paranoid scitzo whose always thinking everyone's out to get me. I was kinda like that a long time ago but only for a short period of time. I DONT steal anymore believe it or not and I'm actually a really nice trust worthy girl. I'm only a mean nasty bitch if you start shit with me or are rude to me for no reason. I'm also FAR from ugly and dirty and Im def not missing any teeth lol hell no.

Most tweakers I know look like normal people, some are even attractive like me lol and some of them are very sweet and honest people who would never hurt me in anyway. They usually are fun to be around and happy most of the time with a good sense of humor as well. I guess you can say everything is great as long as we don't run out of dope lol.

Btw it seems like there are waaayy more tweakers here in Nor Cal than junkies or any other drug users (besides stoners of course).
 
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meth heads are worse so bad haa... i like "junkies", they are very calming presence for me to chill with...just no pressure be yourself and speak your true views, no intense debating jacked up by adrenaline, fuck that shit i have to listen to my fucking head think 8 things all at once as is. i never did meth back then, (in fact ive only just binged this once) i was always just smoking weed and not getting really any different from sober except relaxed. i just sitting with people in a calm setting its incredibly soothing and makes me feel good about myself even to be able to sit there with them like that i guess?
my best friends all liked to go slow, 3 of my closest friends are dead because of the shit but if anyone called them a junkie in my presence i'd come unfucking cunted because they were intelligent and wanted to have ideas to change the world for better one day, had goals that always included making it better for everyone else too. i love and miss them so much its physical my body is literally shaking its just like your True life friends you only are with once. they just had no idea what a positive impact they were for me to always check myself at a young and developing age in which different friends would have sent me down the rabbit hole. i just owe my life to them and try to do something everyday that they'd want me to do because thats how i keep them alive. , fuck drugs in so many ways man. im not that guy who says that but people die its bad. in two of their 3 cases it wasnt even their fault it was the dealer on one giving fentnyl or whatever that fucking shit is to my friend and he died upon injection. the other just died in her sleep from a reaction or something idk i cant think clearly talking about it losing it already about her. sorry bout that downer but please keep each other safe when youre with friends if possible in any way because it hurts so fucking bad and it never goes away knowing they could be alive, literally the worst possible thing ive lived with and im only a couple years into 2 of them and 7 the other and time just died with them, it crawls tortuously without them. damn that was a downer but i want you to just think about how permanent doing dope, both kinds we're talking about in this thread especially. serious stuff that will stay there whether visible or not.


disclaimer before reading: im saying this in confidence that i can share some deep shit and not have anyone overreact. im telling you because youre just a username not a "real" person, i cant get this out anywhere ALSO DONT GET THE COMMON THEME IN THE QUOTE TOO LITERAL im...a "special" case, if you will.

namnoc16 said:
These people are bad when they are sober and worse when they get high
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this right here is such a common theme im finding and thats because i seek out people like myself, although the level of fucked i am is probably beyond anyone without a criminal record thats over 18 not in a mental institution or at least being monitored by a profession in the mental health field anymore, i somehow was able to get out of their fucking sight at 18, (taking anti depressants was going to probably turn me into a serial killer and they didnt seem to get my message on how i felt). we're only talking about mental aspect of my Charismatic Character, not even to mention what ive done. if people even in my personal life knew what i really am when my guard goes down and i run "free" then even they would report me and be the ones spitting on me and shit on the way to death row or something(jk not that i somehow like people too much). so yeah do the math. and you wanna know the really fucked up part beyond even that? the agony and near suicidal moments coming off of a week long binge is when time just ceases to exist and you are soo fucking close to the end of the limit that you basically physically collapse(..its impossible to explain and if i did again, im afraiid i would be reported hahaha but it has ended in rejoice for me as you can see by me typing0, it is definitely incredibly awful like it is for you maybe worse due to my brain being that of a sociopathic schizo with a soft heart as is, but its like im ALIVE and not a disease in and of itself, which is unfortunately the reality because this thing im looking out the lenses of is of sub standards and should be separated from the pure to avoid contamination. if im suffering like this i just feel like im...closer to normal? no idea but i probably shouldnt have let that all go. Besides Dexter actually kills people for real and you are probably allllll over Mike C.'s dick so im a tee ball player compared to that

i really am thankful of being able to decipher from intelligence and psychotic instinct because im not trying to scare anyone but if it wasnt for this gift i legit could have ended up being heinous. playing out urges in your imagination to nearly uncharted depths of horrible torturous acts to people who you dont like is all it takes to calm you down, and a lot of the time i end up laughing out loud its such a release(that even makes me reel back and say whoa youre not right dawg). well probably not you but you get what im saying


i really am normal outwardly 99% of the time in the presence of others and literally cant think of anyone i dont genuinely like on some level in my life that ive actually gotten to know. so dont be freaked out and think im going to be "on the news" one day, i love humanity and everything about earth...its unique how could you hate such a rare gem in a massive universe, it isnt logical and i pride myself on being as logical as a person can try to be. so peace and love, and despicable acts i pull out upon slow drive through attendants in my mind. thank you for not hating me? haha idk how to end this


anybody wanna have my phone number? get together and listen to music or something lol
 
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Burnt Offerings said:
Tweakers I've found often have good senses of humor, though, I've found. They may be terrible people (some of them, anyway) but a lot of them are pretty funny/entertaining.
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very true as well. its because if youre naturally funny and witty then you are just gonna get quicker and like being funny more so sometimes its great for performance haha

after reading this im like the worst type of poster under the influence of meth, yall describing my shit perfect wihout even knowing it haha

and i love how that girl above me is just DESPERATE for you to know shes attractive...cool congrats youre a 4.....lol
 
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I only used the word "junkie" cuz the title of this thread says it Duhhhh...Oh yeah and I'm just sooooo desperate!!! Yeah right lol I didn't even call myself attractive I just said I'm not ugly or dirty. I also said that I know some tweakers who are attractive. Learn how to read before you talk shit next time. Dumbass. I only mentioned those things cuz I'm sick of people always stereotyping tweakers as ugly and gross with missing teeth and sores. Most people that do meth actually aren't like that, atleast where I live. Btw ^ I wonder why you don't have a pic of yourself? Probably cuz your embarassed of how you look lol. You seem like a creep too, that's the vibe I got from reading your nonsense. Have a nice day douche bag.
 
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mmm i like it when you get mad baby. just kidding you probably are pretty cute, i'd probably go down for ya. if we met in real life im sure we'd be friends i just act like a dick on the internet so dont really take it personally because like i said youre probably a cool person who would be friends if we knew each other...and being a girl and smoking meth i can see why youre quick to defend your looks, i seriously do, and didnt mean to insult something sensitive because like i said you really are probably very cute

i actually tried with the profile pic and it didnt work...i need to know how to take a pic by webcam and put it on here, im not good with computers i still use a pen and paper in my work so any help from anybody via pm or whatever would be appreciated....i dont really think about looks, it just doesnt matter. i dont look mutated but like idk how men are attractive they all look fucked up. really odd looking gender something should be done about us...

not sure what you mean by creep but its probably safe to say you might be right
 
I'm a tweaker and a junkie. They cancel each other out so I'm basically sober. The uppers are to keep me motivated at work to get gwap and the painkillers are for the aches and pains etc.

On topic though I hate junkies, but that might be because I roll with lowlifes, outsiders and outlaws. They seem whiny and devious to me. I'm sure there's other junkies like me who work and try to live a normal life.
 
SexyTweakerBitch said:
I only used the word "junkie" cuz the title of this thread says it Duhhhh...Oh yeah and I'm just sooooo desperate!!! Yeah right lol I didn't even call myself attractive I just said I'm not ugly or dirty. I also said that I know some tweakers who are attractive. Learn how to read before you talk shit next time. Dumbass. I only mentioned those things cuz I'm sick of people always stereotyping tweakers as ugly and gross with missing teeth and sores. Most people that do meth actually aren't like that, atleast where I live. Btw ^ I wonder why you don't have a pic of yourself? Probably cuz your embarassed of how you look lol. You seem like a creep too, that's the vibe I got from reading your nonsense. Have a nice day douche bag.
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its a mixed bag here in nor cal IMO fersure some sketchy ass tweakers
BTW we're friends here on BL but your inbox is full ....figured we're both in the bay, same age, and it would be cool to chat!
 
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Junkies make me nervous about my belongings, considering I am/have been one.

Tweakers are loose cannons usually, and you never know what kind of paranoid shit they'll do next. I know a few that go on ridiculous rants when they're spun and I can't handle it, fucking buzzkill. Makes me wanna dump benzo's down my fucking throat.
 
This back and fore is crazy, in a community of intelligent people. You should realise it's not the so much the drug as how far the individual is willing to take their addiction.
 
Amphetamine addicts are worse than dope addicts, by far. Dope addicts don't stir up truly crazy shit in erratic and hyperactive behavior as do speed addicts. And, the effects of dope pretty much stay fairly steady through time; dope does what it does, period. BUT, amphetamines suck you into a vortex of psychosis, paranoia, mania, depression, and such, and they do so by tempting the user with that synthetic boost where the activity of dopamine is indulged be simply flooding the synapse.

However, both are thin. Both can have bad skin, but in different ways, if that makes sense. Both tend toward depression and dysphoria as well as general loss of mental health, leading to emotional dysfunction.

Obviously, not all do these things, but it is an accurate profile for those who really sucked into the true base of addiction.
 
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