Assaulting someone with a deadly weapon is the worst thing ive done for drug money.
I also stole 10 ecstacy pills off my sister and she nearly killed me when she found out. they were shit pills too, I shouldnt have even done it.
Ive done one other thing that Io dont feel comfortasble talking about here, if it were in the dark side id probably say buit its the worst thing ive ever done in my life let alone for drug money...Fuck it ill just say it. Ive sold myself, though the plan wasnt that at first. I was just supposed to have sex with the person but when i was leaving he gave me money which I took coz I was all methed and benzod up so I took it but I kinda regret it, it made me feel so dirty. I didnt even realize what I was doing the whole night coz I smoked so much meth and had so much xanax. These days I wat unitil im coming down the hit the benzo's. Im not a prostitute btw and id never let that happen again. Its basically ruined my sex drive. I dont really find anyone attractive anymoe which is quite sad. I think opiate use had something to do with it also but the only time I ever feel like having sex is when im on meth or E. Its fucking sad, prostitution is fucking bad. I really feel for the people that do it on a daily basis.
I feel quite bad saying all this on here and im hoping I dont get flamed for it but I need to get it out. Ive felt so fucking bad for years about this, I was like 16 at the time

Kids do some fucking stupid things hey.