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Whats the worst thing you have ever done to get your fix

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Whats the worst thing you have ever done to get your fix

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dont be afraid to be truthful their will be no judgement hear just interesting and cool story sharing.


Ill start

I once stole a tenner out my mums wallet for weed and it was her last bit of money
 
Wow you need to stop now.... That was like the first worst thing I have done. Now I buy heroin with money I don't have so I don't end up in so much pain I'm fighting between hitting my head until I'm unconscious to wanting to end my life because the combination of pain and withdrawals leaves my chest getting tight from more than just the anxiety to the point I can't keep a steady breath half the time stopping because I'm fed up with breathing....

Research medical cannabis. Discuss it with your parents. Find a way to earn their trust to have a relation they can support you while you go through school or find a job to support it yourself.... Seriously the way you make this seem like a travesty on the scale of bad things. Some people suck dick and much worse for their habit. Maybe not with what they eed, but I believe the gateway concept exists just not attached to specific drugs.

Also some people may not want to share their stories at so bad, but I'm also sure many will share to convince you to do right before you really start fucking up.... You could always find ten and bring it back and admit what you did and knowing it was wrong and use it as a way to break the ice by saying you wanted to try cannabis and was afraid to ask for their help.

I'm sure their more concerned about where you buy it and what you're smoking vs the fact that it's cannabis. They probably just want to make sure you're doing it safely.... Granted thats based on your local laws and if medical or recreational ordinances are in place and there is a legal regulated market to safely buy from.
 
went in with tthe key he gave me and searched one of my best friends entire house while he was at work for his fentanyl. found it and smoked it all so that he had none when he got home....were talking going through his wife's underwear drawer...everything.
 
I think the better question is what haven't some of us done? That list might be shorter. Stealing from friends, family, strangers, in-home burglaries, credit card fraud, identity theft, manipulation. The only thing I really haven't done is suck any dick or perform any sexual acts for anybody. I don't think a strange drug pusher would want me sucking their dick anyway. I'd take a bite off :)
 
I've done some shit things, shorting dealers on the corner and running was a good one.
Nothing like what my drug therapist used to do in her using days. She'd collect insurance from a deceased individual posing as the immediate family. She would not disclose her methods to me for obvious reasons, but she collected over $200k. She also claimed to have an IQ higher than Einstein (159), knowing her that was believable.
 
There is a a patch of green sorrounded by bushes by where I live where all the polish junkies shoot up I went there when I was rattling and took all there empty cups with the cottons in took them home put them in my own pot cooked them up and shot the dope with out hesitation
 
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MoreFeens4Morphine said:
I think the better question is what haven't some of us done? That list might be shorter. Stealing from friends, family, strangers, in-home burglaries, credit card fraud, identity theft, manipulation. The only thing I really haven't done is suck any dick or perform any sexual acts for anybody. I don't think a strange drug pusher would want me sucking their dick anyway. I'd take a bite off :)
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Yes, agree. Lying to others, deceiving family members. Manipulate those who were there for me. It's a long list.
 
thegunman said:
There is a bush by where I live where all the polish junkies shoot up I went there when I was rattling and took all there empty cups with the cottons in took them home put them in my own pot cooked them up and shot the dope with out hesitation
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You're lucky you didn't end up with an std. Super careless
 
To myself? Prostituted myself. To others? I stole several hundred grand from a loved one who had the misfortune of ever knowing me

I still do bad shit I should feel bad for, but I've done so much worse I feel at full capacity for how much guilt I can feel at once

I doubt ill ever forgive myself nor do I deserve to
 
LucidSDreamr said:
went in with tthe key he gave me and searched one of my best friends entire house while he was at work for his fentanyl. found it and smoked it all so that he had none when he got home....were talking going through his wife's underwear drawer...everything.
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shit man lol
 
truenamebrand said:
Not trying to hijack the thread or anything, but real quick, could you enlighten an American on what a "quid" is? I've heard it many times and still don't know what it is. Lol.

Thanks
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I'm American so possibly don't know what I'm talking about, but I think quid is just slang for pound. Similar to how bucks is slang for dollars.
 
Not the worst thing but the one I feel the worst about. Told a friend's wife he was still using and where he kept it so I could get his stash. Stealing from my mom is very close too but paying her back with lots of interest took some guilt away. The worst is probably stealing a truck and ramming through the wall of a pharmacy to get pills and cash. Glad those days are behind me
 
Everyone who posts needs to be mindful of statue of limitations laws for their various states or countries
 
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