what is the word for that feeling when you stare into the setting sun and are reminded of the simpler days, friends you've lost and good times long since past. whatever the word is it hurts deeper than any physical pain. still its beutiful just like a peice of art and it makes me wonder if anyone is watching recording these events. not because i regret but its because this is far too amazing to miss and when the sun burns out i really want something to at least learn from us whether its god or an alien species something can be learned by all this.
