Tanner Blaze
Bluelighter
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- Sep 27, 2015
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I know it sounds weird, but when I was 19 I was thrown 40 feet during a car accident and was prescribed Oxycodone. I hated the lethargic, numbing feeling the pills gave me so I soon stopped taking them. After six months, I saw a neurologist about migraine headaches which I believed were being caused by the initial head trauma I suffered. I was put on 60mg Predisone (a cortico steroid) and it was literally like I had taken NZT (the pill from the film Limitless). I'll never forget three days in, I woke up and took a package of post-it notes and wrote down a goal on each one and stuck them all over my bedroom walls. Everyday when I woke up I had to grab one of these notes and accomplish whatever was on the note before I came home that day, no matter how large the goal. It was insane. Maybe I was insane. After 6 weeks, I woke up one day and as I was in the bathroom I noticed acne had grown all over my body, literally everywhere... even on my arms and legs, and it freaked me out. After calling my MD in a panic, I weaned myself off, and luckily (for whatever reason) never had another migraine again. Later on, at the age of 25 I tried cocaine for the first time, and 18 months later moved up to meth. Now in my 40's and clean of everything (except weed), I look back upon the drugs I've tried and what sets about my 6 weeks of Predisone was it didn't feel like a drug high as I never crashed, I literally slept four hours a night but didn't tweek. Meth made me feel like cleaning and almost gave me an OCD like feeling, but the paranoia and crash was brutal. I never accomplished as much as I did on the Pedisone. I know people won't believe me but that was my favorite drug becuase it didn't feel like a drug. As far as euforia I guess meth was the most intense, (and yes the opioate pills gave me a nice, relaxin dream like floaty feeling) but I wish I could have that steriod back without all the weird effects it did to my body..... It was the drug that wasn't a drug.
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