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What're your solutions to counter obsessive/compulsive/neurotic/scattered behaviour?

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Do you have any activities/processes/tricks to overcome such things? Ive just learnt the "no looking in the mirror" rule, the hard way. :p

Figured its more of a culture question than technical....
 
this is gross, but I have a problem with going overboard extracting blackheads... it's so satisfying.
the habit of doing this wasn't born out of drug use, just looking at my pores way too closely...but once you start doing it when you're speeding it's super hard to stop.
I threw my extractor in a random corner and haven't found it since. this was after I went way too crazy one night and for a week my skin was so dry from me having removed so much oil that is actually supposed to be there. I'm lucky I have access to cosmoceutical grade skincare.

I've thought about watching an intervention about meth to make me stop acting tweaky but then I got kind of scared of watching it because it would probably have taken me to a shitty feeling place in my head.
Reading the dark side helps me, also just "spitting things out" don't spend too much time on one thing.. I set timers sometimes too when I'm in a hurry (sober or influenced) because I've always been neurotic/OCD about certain things. I can spend up to 45 tousling my hair *just* the right way and I won't even realize how long I've been at it :P
 
Setting timers is a great idea! The face thing.. yeah i just dont let myself touch it anmore.


As for you two... :p
*Waits for captain obvious to show up*

...and for the rest of the situations where ridiculous doses of amps arent involved?
 
I used to have the same problem with picking at blackheads, didn't take me but one time after one 5 day binge where i fucking tore my face up, I won't let myself ever touch my face again after speed unless it's an obvious problem.

I mean i looked like a poster anti-meth commercial after that one. :p
 
SteeleyJ said:
I used to have the same problem with picking at blackheads, didn't take me but one time after one 5 day binge where i fucking tore my face up, I won't let myself ever touch my face again after speed unless it's an obvious problem.

I mean i looked like a poster anti-meth commercial after that one. :p
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Oh god i did this MANY times to the point they wouldnt stop bleeding and there was a flap of skin that would fold over some. It wqs fufking gross and would take forever to heal. People would ask what happened and i said chicken pox but they didnt believe me. I would have like ten giant sores on my face.

Then i moved to picking and plucking my pubic region raw and scabby it was fuckin sick. I dug a hole so deep it stunk horribly and someone stopped having sex w me it smelled that bad. The lights were off so they didnt see it. This was years ago, thank god i stopped. I also threw out all tweezers and wouldnt permit myself to go near bathroom or mirror.

By the end of a picking meth binge id have sore muscles for days from standing in front of mirror or crouching down looking at pubic area. I loved pulling hairs out w the root. Once i FINALLY could tear myself from picking id ve covered in nasty thick sticky meth sweat, dried crusty blood all over my fingers, face and around my thighs and little stray hairs stuck all over me i pulled out. It was truly disgusting.
 
Blaaaaaaaargh..
lmao..

A friend of mine had a problem with picking his face while doped out.. kid would have some nasty fuckin' sores on his face.. & kept at it.
Me? I never had that sort of problem..
 
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