so here i sit, in my dim lit room
thinking of you, yet again
but im not letting my cheeks become stained
with my blood red tears
ive got that selfish grin back
that one i smile just for me
just because i realized..
that it really IS you, not me.
im not the only one missing out here
you lost an imperfect soul
checkered with perfect intentions
concieved, so perfectly, for you
you lost a redhaired superbrat
ever on a quest for more cigarettes
to choke her lungs as her words fall to the wayside
you lost that girl who fell in love,
looked at you with childish thoughts in her mind
creating future dreams, aspirations, based soley on you
you lost the girl with her arms always crossed, hiding the imperfections of her body
....the imperfections she'd never let you see
you lost the girl who would lay awake, just to make sure you were breathing
any hesitation, insighting that brief inner riot
i panic, and you chest heaves
and i could rest again
you lost that girl whos green eyes glowed at your every entrance, scanning the room for the familiar spiky head of yours
you lost that girl, who for once in her life, felt love.
for you.
how foolishly you cast it aside
because you dont realize what you lost..
because im perfect....
for you.
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::heaven holds a sense of wonder/and i wanted to believe/that id get caught up when the rage in me subsides::
thinking of you, yet again
but im not letting my cheeks become stained
with my blood red tears
ive got that selfish grin back
that one i smile just for me
just because i realized..
that it really IS you, not me.
im not the only one missing out here
you lost an imperfect soul
checkered with perfect intentions
concieved, so perfectly, for you
you lost a redhaired superbrat
ever on a quest for more cigarettes
to choke her lungs as her words fall to the wayside
you lost that girl who fell in love,
looked at you with childish thoughts in her mind
creating future dreams, aspirations, based soley on you
you lost the girl with her arms always crossed, hiding the imperfections of her body
....the imperfections she'd never let you see
you lost the girl who would lay awake, just to make sure you were breathing
any hesitation, insighting that brief inner riot
i panic, and you chest heaves
and i could rest again
you lost that girl whos green eyes glowed at your every entrance, scanning the room for the familiar spiky head of yours
you lost that girl, who for once in her life, felt love.
for you.
how foolishly you cast it aside
because you dont realize what you lost..
because im perfect....
for you.
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::heaven holds a sense of wonder/and i wanted to believe/that id get caught up when the rage in me subsides::
