Shambles
Bluelight Crew
I'll sleep on it (hopefully). Feel quite dreamy and reflective now. Still really craving coke and ordered some even though I'm meant to be picking up on Wednesday already. Sigh. The problem is I do still enjoy it and by the time I don't anymore it'll be too late right? Makes it difficult.
Not at all. Just focus on the enjoying it aspect. And try to become very much aware of when it's not living up to that ideal. Notice when you're not really enjoying it as much as you want to. Notice when it gets just a bit tiresome. Or when the people around you who are doing similar become tiresome. Notice the decline. It's there. It's there inherent in every drug experience but stuff like coke is an absolute beast for it. Hoodwinks you with your own ego and its frailties than kicks even that stool out from under you and leaves you hanging in the wind.
Think on, Summer. Is all I could ever wish for

Above tunes too WARPish for y'all? Have a bit of more mainstream action...
Autechre - Bladelores
So many forms of sex I don't know where to begin
