Theres alot of people saying that if they had children would 100% give up drugs...im not too sure they would as its all quite hypothetical...or maybe they would and i really am irresponsible

*sigh*
i didnt even get into the 'drug scene' till about a year or two ago, i didn't. I've only started taking xtc in the last year and i have an 8 yr old son....it's never in the house...i never pill when he's around...i never have a come down when he's around and its an occasional thing i do some weekends when he is spending time with his father.
It's my little release... i go out to dance...spend some time with friends and get off my chops 8)
I wonder how all of you that said you would give up pills once you had a family would feel the same about alcohol....would you take your kids to a party where they were serving it? would you still drink alcohol on a night out while u had a night to yourselves and your kids are getting babysat? It's still fucking you up....as socially acceptable as it is...then again your answers are still only going to be 'hypothetical' yeah? *shrugs*
I suppose the above paragraph also ties in with 'alchohol is evil thread'
I've been getting heaps paranoid about the fact that i am a mother and i do drugs esp from my BL parents thread when the only parents that replied saidthey dont do drugs at all so i feel a little alone in the matter but i have thought it over and i've decided that i know what im doing and thats that
and i suppose that should have gone in my bl parents thread but it all ties into this one post seeing as everyone is talking about having kids and stopping all drug use
I had my son when i was 16 yrs old...i was a baby...i'm still growing up and only starting to have a decent social life now (and no i dont mean its decent just cos drugs are involved) so i'm only just starting to live life now...I'm 25 and i have an 8 yr old...whats a girl to do aye? (if u think the answer is simple think again and just TRY and picture yoursel in my shoes)
I would stop taking pills for good if
1) i was pregnant (i would not want to do my unborn child damage)
2) someone close to me dis from it
3) i wasnt getting anything out of it anymore
